Copyright © 2012 Danity O’Shae
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The Virgin Diaries
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Copyright © 2012 Danity O’Shae
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The Virgin Diaries
By
Danity O’Shae
Coraline
Dear Diary,
I think I’m in love. This is something that I can never tell my best friends, Laurel and Ginger, but I’m so excited about it, I can’t keep it in any longer. We all promised that we would keep our virginities until at least college, but I broke our promise today, and I don’t even feel guilty. Is that a bad thing? I’m already eighteen, and we’re not even going to the same college, like we’d planned! Why should I feel bad about what I do with my body? I didn’t want to be the only virgin on campus, and I got tired of the girls calling me Mrs. Goody two shoes. Sure, my dad is the principal, and my mom wouldn’t be caught dead without her PTA badge pinned on her chest, but that doesn’t mean that I’m like them. I’ve had my eye on Roman all senior year, but every time I see him in the hall I’m always with the besties. Laurel would never let me hear the end of it if Roman ever turned me down, so I’ve been too scared to go talk to him. Ginger would try her best to console me, but she’s probably never even thought about losing her virginity, so it’s easy for her to not think about boys. I’ve been resigned to sit in math class, and watch him all school year, but today… Let’s just say today was different.
So there I was sitting, minding my own business… Well, not really minding my own business, since I’d spent most of the first half of class listening in on the conversation that Roman was having with his best friend Alex… But, I heard my name! My NAME! Can you believe it? They were talking about a party that was happening this Friday at Cassandra’s house, and neither one of them wanted to go alone. Cassandra may be the richest bitch in school, but she’s also one of the ugliest. Guys only date her, because she’s known for buying them anything that they want, and also opening her legs for anyone willing to take the plunge, guy or girl. So I hear Roman telling Alex that he doesn’t want to go alone, and THEN they start going through a list of available girls at school. My name was the third one mentioned, and I’m pretty sure both of them stopped to check me out… It was probably because I’d gasped and then coughed, trying not to choke on the air that caught in my throat, but still…They both looked! I couldn’t tell you what went on in class after that. I was too busy catching the smiles Roman kept throwing my way, and even though Laurel has warned me time and time again about falling for jocks like him, I can’t help it! He is so gorgeous! Rock hard abs, pretty white teeth, bleach blonde hair, baby blue eyes, chiseled thighs…. I could go on and on! I’m hopelessly smitten! The fact that he’d finally noticed me, was monumental, and I had to work it right then and there, because I knew if he approached me in front of Laurel or Ginger ,they would never even give him the chance to ask me out. I’m sure the pleated, navy blue mini skirt, and white knee high stockings, I’d decided on this morning, definitely aided in the amount of looks that were thrown my way. But, by the end of class, I’m ashamed to admit that I’d given them both a good view of the black lace thong I’d chosen to wear as well. The next thing I know the bell is ringing and Roman is leaning over my shoulder, whispering in my ear. I’ve gotten wet down there before, and I’ve even played with myself a couple of times, but nothing compares to the feeling I had when his warm lips brushed my ear. My pussy starts throbbing every time I think about it! He told me to meet him after school in the gym! I was so scared!
So I’m sitting in last period waiting for the bell to ring; my stomach is doing flips by now, and I can’t stop wondering what he was going to say. I’d already told Laurel and Ginger that I was staying after to tutor, and though I wasn’t looking forward to the long walk home, I was sure that it would all be worth it, once I talked to Roman. He was waiting right where he said he would be, and for a minute I was almost too scared to go into the gym. It looked totally different, with all the lights off, and no students running around. I didn’t know what to say when he took my hand and pulled me across the floor, so I followed him without saying a word. I think I was probably smiling from ear to ear, but then again so was he. I’m not sure what he’d heard about me from other kids in school, but I definitely wasn’t expecting him to kiss me right away. I wasn’t expecting him to kiss me at all! Before I knew it we were behind the bleachers, and he’d backed me up against the wall. My heart was thumping so hard, because I had no clue what I was doing. Sure, I’ve kissed a boy before, but not a guy like Roman…captain of the soccer team, one of the most popular guys in school… Those were the type of guys I’d dreamed about, but never actually thought I would have. So there I am, against the wall with nowhere to go. The lights were off in the gym, but I could still see pretty well, thanks to the sunlight coming in through the windows. He started playing with the tips of my hair, which has gotten pretty long now, so his fingers were brushing over my breast. I asked him why he wanted to talk to me, and he kissed me again! This time the kiss was even MORE amazing! You know in the movies when they say: “It made my knees weak”? Well…it made my knees weak! It was so perfect… his hand cupped my face, and he sort of walked into me slowly, until our bodies were pressed together. I didn’t know what to do with my hands, so I wrapped them around his neck, and I’m pretty sure he smiled when I pulled his head down, licking my lips. I’m not sure if it is really the turn on that guys make it out to be, but he sighed like I was teasing him. And actually, I can almost say it was a groan. His lips were so soft, like I was the first girl that he’d ever kissed. I didn’t mean to make a sound, but he was making me so horny, caressing my face, and pressing his lips over and over again, against my mouth… I sighed, and when I did, I guess my mouth opened, because his tongue was in it, licking me inside out! I always thought tongue kissing would be a little gross, but not with him it wasn’t. I let him play with my tongue, and I played back, biting his lower lip a couple of times, just like I’d heard other girls talk about, and they were right! It drove him wild! Before I knew it his hand was pulling my shirt up out of the top of my skirt, and then all I felt was warmth…all over. I couldn’t concentrate on kissing him anymore because his fingers felt like they were burning a trail straight to my titties. There are several things wrong with my body that Laurel has pointed out time and time again, and I started blushing when the tip of his fingers brushed my quarter sized nipples. Of course my best friends have seen me naked before, and every time they do, they always laugh and point at my breast, saying my nipples are ginormous! For this reason alone I wear a support tank top AND a bra to keep them from poking through. When they get hard, they are like two little marshmallows pointing straight up in the air. Roman didn’t seem to mind though… In fact, his face looked all surprised when he squeezed one of my mounds, my nipple poking the middle of his hand as it hardened instantly. I didn’t want him to actually see them, but I couldn’t stop him when he slid my shirt up to my neck. My bra was already out of place and so I pulled it down below my breast so that they sat at attention, pointing upward at his chest. To say he blushed was an under statement, he turned beet red, his mouth hanging open and his tongue licking his lips like he just had to have a taste. I tried to say his name, but his hand was over my mouth before I could get it out. He started kissing me again, but this time his hands were squeezing my breast so hard that it made my nipples pop out even further. I was trying to keep quite, but I know I whimpered a little when he started kissing my neck, and then my chest, and finally… he planted a kiss right on my breast. I only nodded when he looked at me to see if it was okay, and then it happened. He squeezed both of them in his hands and started licking and sucking my big fat nipples like they were the best thing he’d ever tasted. I couldn’t stop wiggling, and I could tell he was trying to keep me still because he pressed his hips against mine, and that’s when I felt it. He had on basketball shorts from gym I suppose, and his dick was hard as a rock. It was kind of stuck to the side, poking into my thigh, but I already could feel wet sticky pre cum touching my leg, soaking through his shorts. Again, I didn’t know what to do with my hands, so I touched it, gently at first, but he was sucking on my nipples so hard, and it felt so good, that I started rubbing his dick through his shorts just as hard. I almost laughed when his hands released my breast and they bounced back up, my nipples smacking against his bottom lip before his tongue could lick them again. He looked shocked they were so jiggly, but he seemed to like it so I bounced on my toes a little, making them jiggle even more. I wasn’t expecting to go all the way with him. We haven’t even been on a date yet! I never thought I would be THAT girl, but I didn’t say no when his hand slid up my skirt, his fingers pulling at the lace thong that was now soaked with my pussy juicy. I wanted to push him away, but not because I wanted him to stop. It’s because the other issue I have with my body is my ass. Tight jeans or pleated skirts usually minimize how big my ass really is, but I didn’t want him touching it. It bounces when I walk, despite the fact that I do one hundred squats every night. I’m already a size two, so there is not much more weight I could lose without everyone thinking that I’m anorexic. White girl, with a black girl booty, is how Laurel refers to me, and she was right. How I wished that I had a tiny cute butt like all the other skinny girls in school, but I was stuck hiding mine under long shirts, and other baggy clothes. So anyway, Roman was having a difficult time getting to my pussy, my thong was so tight, that there was just no room for his fingers to slide in. So he gave up trying there, and the next thing I know, both of his hands were planted firmly on my ass. We were kissing again, but I could feel the heat filling my face as he squeezed each cheek roughly and shook with his hands. All that bouncing, made my titties jiggle too and down he went, his mouth back to sucking my nipples. His hands he kept busy pulling my ass as far apart as it would go before releasing it and letting my cheeks clap together. Two things happened just then: The bell rang to signal the end of the day for teachers, and he spun me around, so that my face was pressed against the wall. I really meant to say stop…I really did, but all that came out was a moan when he pushed my skirt up over my ghetto booty and pulled my panties down to my ankles. He asked me if I wanted it, but I could only nod, my teeth biting my lower lip to keep from crying out, because his fingers had started playing in the folds of my pussy. I was so fucking wet and horny, that I really did want it now, even if I’d meant to say no. I never got to see his dick, but I sure felt it when he smacked it against my ass, pushing me up against the wall before smacking it in between my legs too, right against my pussy lips. I managed to whisper that I was a virgin just before he slipped the head of his dick in, and my mouth fell open at what he whispered back against my neck. “I know” is what he said! There was no time to think about it then, but thinking about it now…I’m wondering how he could have known that I was a virgin. I’d been warned by other girls how painful losing my virginity would be, but honestly it didn’t hurt all that bad. So many other things were going on, that I barely flinched at the cramp that shot through my pelvis and up into my abdomen. Just like that he was in, and that is when I finally remembered that neither one of us had protection. He must have thought of it too because he promised not to cum inside me before he started stroking his hips back and forth against my jiggling booty. There was nothing for me to do, but stand there, legs spread and let him fuck me, but I enjoyed it. Actually….I loved it! My pussy was so tight that he ended up grabbing both my titties so that he could keep his dick inside me on every stroke. The more I moaned, the harder he fucked me, squeezing my nipples, and whispering dirty things like: “give me that tight little cunt,” in my ear. I can’t be sure if I came or not, but when his dick started throbbing inside me, my pussy started throbbing too. It wasn’t just the horny kind of throb, but a spasm, shooting up into my belly and back down again. I felt my juices squirting out of me, all over his dick at the same time that I felt his load of hot sticky cum fill my pussy to the rim. It was dripping down the inside of my thighs before he finally slowed his strokes, his breathing all rough and ragged when he kissed me on my ear and whispered: Will you go to the party with me Coraline? This time instead of nodding, I had a question of my own: will you be my boyfriend Roman?
And guess what he said?!?!?!?!?! YES!!!!!!!!!! I think I’m in love.
Laurel
Dear Diary,
Cassandra’s party was crazy!!!!!! I can’t believe that I did what I did, but it’s done now, and there is no going back. I broke the pact that Ginger, Coraline and I made to stay virgins and it wasn’t even my fault! Most importantly I broke the ultimate ‘girl code’ of never going after another girl’s crush! How am I ever going to tell them? They will never forgive me, even though it was kind of their fault that I’m in this predicament.
So there we were at the party, dancing, having a good time, and drinking a little of what the boys were bringing us. Each drink seemed to get sweeter and stronger, but I’ve been stealing liquor from my parent’s secret closet for years, so I was barely drunk. Ginger was done after her second drink and ended up passed out on the loveseat in Cassandra’s dad’s office. Coraline and I were supposed to be keeping a watch on her, but Coraline disappeared halfway into the party and didn’t appear again until I found her hugging the toilet in the upstairs bathroom with her shirt unbuttoned. She swore nothing happened, but thinking back on it now I could have sworn she didn’t have panties on under her skirt. Roman just happened to be there when I needed him. He found me struggling to drag Coraline down the stairs, to my car, and he offered to help. When I refused to leave Ginger behind, he went and got her and carried her to my car too. I can see why Coraline has been crushing on him all year, but he is so not her type. I could never tell her that, so I’ve just pretended like I didn’t know. She would never have a chance with him anyway!
There was no way I would have been able to sneak both of them into their own houses, and so Roman rode with me to my house and helped me get them up to my room. I thought he would leave right away. I told him my mom would be getting off of work really soon, and I didn’t want her to find him in my room with my two drunk friends passed out on my bed, but he wouldn’t listen. He kept asking me for a hug, and saying that he thought I was the prettiest girl in school. I think he was a little drunk himself, but he was so cute with his hair all messy and his eyes drooping like a sad little puppy. I didn’t mean to sit down with him on the floor. I just wanted him to go before I got caught. I didn’t know that he was going to start kissing me! Just like that! One minute we were talking back and forth… the next he’d pulled me onto his lap and started nuzzling my neck. I could feel his dick pressing up through his pants, under my skirt, and the more I moved to try and get off of his lap, the tighter he held me. I tried to stop kissing him back, but things just went way to fast. All I can remember is that his fingers were on my thighs, squeezing so hard that I started to whimper in his mouth. I guess he liked this because the next thing I know his tongue was in my mouth, stroking, his teeth biting at my lower lip every time I tried to say anything.
We all wear panties that are at least a size too small, but tonight I had on panties that were two sizes too small, my pussy lips hanging out on either side of a tiny black thong. In school the boys go crazy when I pretend to drop something and then bend over to pick it up, but none of them have ever gotten a chance to touch until tonight. As soon as Romans fingers reached the moist patch between my legs, there was no stopping him. He pushed me off his lap, flipping me over so that I was face down on the carpet. I tried biting my lip to hold back the moans, but it felt so damn good I almost forgot that Coraline and Ginger were passed out, right there on the bed.
So there I was face down, ass up, Roman’s fingers pulling at my panties so roughly that they had started cutting into my pelvis. I was glad the lights were off in my room because I’m sure I turned bright red when he finally slid his fingers inside me and a big, wet, slurping sound came out. The faster he fingered me, the wetter I got, the sounds getting louder and louder until he started moaning to. First his hands were spreading my cheeks and then they were under my shirt, pulling me back so that my ass was resting in his lap again, except this time I was on all fours.
I’ve joke about being done doggy style with the girls, but I didn’t know that it would actually be like that! I hadn’t even realized that he’d unzipped his pants until I felt something hard slide up the crack of my ass, the tip of his dick poking right in my ass hole! I was so scared!!!! I bucked my hips up and back, trying to knock him off me, but I only ended up helping him get what he wanted. My pussy had dripped all over his dick, and it had become so slick that it slid right into my pussy, only halfway at first and then fully in when he grabbed me by the shoulders and thrusted his hips forward.
I screamed so loud I was sure Coraline and Ginger was up now, but nope, I never heard or saw either one of them the whole time we were on the floor. Roman seemed to like the fact that I was moaning and whimpering begging for him to stop, because instead of stopping he bent over me, his fingers fondling my titties now that they had popped free of my too small bra. There was so much going on in that moment, I didn’t know what I was supposed to be doing, but Roman seemed fine with that. Every time he pulled on my tiny little nipples, he groaned into the back of my head, his dick jumping inside me so hard that I was sure he had cum already. I started to panic because he hadn’t used protection, and that’s when it happened. He pulled out! I thought he was done, and I almost started crying, but the next thing I know, he flipped me over on my back and crawled on top of me, straddling my stomach. I didn’t mean to open my mouth for him…I was trying to tell him NO…I didn’t want it in my mouth! I had no choice but to swallow. His cum shot out so fast and so thick that I almost choked on it trying to get it all down. I guess he saw that I was having trouble, because he started shaking his dick over my face so that the last little bit shot into my hair, and down my cheek.
I thought I would feel embarrassed losing my virginity like that, but I was so horny, by the time he finished, that I begged him to finger me one more time before he left. His dick was going soft, but he still did it, pushing up my shirt so that he could suck on my nipples while he finger fucked my cum filled cunt. Playing with my own pussy didn’t compare to how his fingers felt inside of me. I was cuming within thirty seconds, my juices dripping down over his hand when he pulled him fingers free.
I asked him why me, and why not Coraline, and I got the answer I knew all along!
“You’re the more beautiful girl in school!”
*Sigh* I think I’m in love
GINGER
Dear Diary,
Why should I always be the shy girl of the group? I’m sick of it, and tonight I think I proved that even shy girls can have fun. I’ve always been a straight A student, and usually the one everyone comes to for tutoring when they are failing. I’ve tutored half of the football team, pretty much all of the boy’s basketball team, and even some of the guys on the track team. When Roman stopped at my locker after Chem class today, I didn’t give it any thought. I knew he’d failed the chemistry test we’d taken last Friday, because I heard him asking Mr. Raynes about a retake. He only had a day to study, and needed my help, so I invited him over.
Out of all the guys I’ve ever tutored, Roman is the only one that has ever looked me in the eye and actually smiled at me like he meant it. He didn’t seem to mind the braces I wore and even leaned over the same book I was using, playing with the tips of my hair when it got in the way. I only wanted to loosen up after a long study session. My parents weren’t home from work yet, and so I’d put on some music and fixed us a snack. I didn’t expect him to actually stay, but he did, turning his chair away from the table so that he could watch me in the kitchen. At first I felt shy with him watching me like that, but after a few minutes, I finally realized he was looking at my ass, and I started to enjoy it. Originally I’d planned on grabbing two sodas from the fridge and a bag of chips off the counter, but with his eyes on me, I knew I had to do more. The peanut butter, we kept in a cabinet high above the sink, and so I climbed up with both knees spread on the edge of the counter, my ass thrust out for him to get a good peek. The black leggings I wore, under a long cami, was a plus because with me being so skinny, I didn’t have much to look at to begin with. I took my time “finding” the peanut butter, and by the time I actually had it in my hand, he was up and out of his chair, standing under me.
I almost fell when he pressed his nose into my crotch, inhaling before he let out a moan against my pussy. I knew that he was Coraline’s crush first, but she hadn’t said anything to me at that point and so I did what I’ve seen Laurel do a hundred times. I giggled! And he bought it!!!! He started squeezing my ass really hard, pulling my cheeks apart and jiggling them with his hands until I started to lose my balance. He caught me before I could slide from the counter, and the next thing I know he was pulling my shirt over my head. I’m embarrassed to say that I never wear a bra...EVER! I just don’t have to. My tits are barely A cups, all nipples, and hardly any mound to them, but he seemed to like what he saw. I thought he would kiss them or even suck on them, but instead he plucked them! Hard! I’m already really pale, and so by the second or third pluck my nipples were strawberry red and throbbing. He seemed to feel bad that he’s made me scream because as soon as I started to push him away he was kissing me, licking my neck and squeezing my ass again. The leggings were obviously in the way at this point and so I pushed them down myself, letting him see that I also wore no panties underneath.
I knew at this point I should have stopped him, but I couldn’t. He picked me up and swung me around so that I was sitting on the kitchen table with my legs up over his shoulders. I didn’t expect him to ask me if I was a virgin, but he did right before he pulled out his cock. I didn’t want to say yes, but I was terrified he was going to split me open, fucking me, so I nodded and then closed my eyes waiting for him to walk away.
The next thing I felt surprised me, and I think I actually screamed him name the second his dick smacked against my pussy lips. It sounded wet, and was definitely slick because the tip of his dick came back shiny and dripping with my juice.
I thought he would stick it right in, but instead he spread my legs wider, pushing them up so that my knees were beside my head. I could only moan when he started licking slowly around my bare pussy, letting his tongue flick over my throbbing clit and then away again. I never knew what it really meant to be eaten out, but Roman showed me today! He started sucking on my swollen clit first, dipping his tongue into my tight little hole every few sucks until I started begging him to fuck me. He wouldn’t listen and continued to suck until he had both of my pussy lips in his mouth, pulling on them. I came harder and faster than I’d ever cum, playing with myself, when he slid his fingers into my slick asshole, stroking it until it started jumping in response to his stimulation. I didn’t have to beg after that. His dick was so swollen that it actually looked almost purple on the tip, precum oozing from it when he smacked it against my upturned pussy again.
I was too wet and he was too horny for that to go on for long. He was in…well the head of his dick anyways, pushing harder and harder until something finally gave and I screamed, the pain taking over the pleasure I’d just been feeling. I wanted him to stop… I ASKED him to stop but he wouldn’t. The more I pushed against him the harder he stroked my tight little pussy, groaning against my face as he came deep inside of me. I thought his dick would never stop throbbing, his cum thick and hot as it settled deep in my pussy.
When we were done, I asked him why he picked me out of all the girls in the school that he could have. And that’s when he said it, making all these years of walking the straight and narrow worth it!
“I knew you’d be a good fuck. Shy girls always are.”
Roman! Roman! Roman! I think I love you!
Copyright © 2012 Danity O’Shae
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TROPHY
I kept my eyes on her as she worked the room, accepting congratulations as she went. Half of our colleagues were already drunk even though we were only an hour into the office holiday party, most of them unaware that she’d just received a promotion. Partners, junior partners and all the rest mingled in a less competitive fashion than what was the norm at work. Dunson & Cox was the biggest law firm in the city, and this was the only day of the year that we were all allowed to let loose.
Our affair had been going strong for six months now, but I was ready to put a more definite term on our relationship, even if it meant me having to go to another firm. Despite the secret we shared, I knew she was thinking about me too, her chocolate brown eyes lifting ever so often to catch my appreciative gaze. Shortly cropped hair graced her head in a smooth bob giving her the executive look she strived for. There was nothing to be done about the curvaceous body she’d been born with, a curse in her eyes, but a blessing for me. Full perky breasts sat high on her chest, her waist looking even more narrow in the little black dress she wore tonight. I knew that beneath where the hem stopped, thick luscious thighs, and a nice round bubble ass hid underneath, long shapely legs only adding to her sexiness.
I didn’t believe her when she said that the women here treated her differently, most of them middle aged, or fast approaching. I saw now that she may have been right, snide looks and tight smiles following her as she worked her way from group to group, mingling. My breath held as one of the younger associates approached her with a fresh glass of champagne, his eyes caressing her body when she acknowledged his presence.
“I’d fuck her,” Matthew –a colleague- was saying, my attention instantly back on the conversation that had continued without me.
“Who?” I jumped at the pause as beers were lifted, my gaze following there’s back to where I’d just been looking.
“Keshia! Who else,” Thom laughed now, slapping me on the back before motioning his hands in the shape of a Coke bottle.
The hairs on the back of my neck bristled as I reigned in the anger that jumped immediately through me, my eyes on Keshia’s as she looked our way.
“Don’t talk about her like that. She just made partner,” I murmured, not bothering to look at any of them as they broke out in laughter.
“You got the hots for her too? Is that it Dean? Lord knows I wouldn’t blame you! I watch that ass every day and believe me when I say that it JIGGLES!”
“Hey!” I stopped Matt mid laugh, snatching his beer from his hand before he could bring it to his lips. “Don’t fucking talk about her like that!” I spat out, my eyes narrowing as he looked from me to the other five guys, waiting for them to come to his defense.
“What the fuck is the matter with you?” John tried to jump in first, stepping in between us.
“I just…” My words fell as my gaze met Keshia’s again, her eyes widening in alarm.
I’d promised her that we would never tell a soul, and I’d been about ready to make my claim on her just to shut all of them up.
“Look sorry…” I sighed, shoving the beer into Matt’s chest. “I just don’t like women being disrespected like that. “You wouldn’t say it to her face,” I added before walking off, pulling my phone from my pocket as I went.
There was only one place I wanted to be right now, and it wasn’t with a bunch of jerks like that. We had to come clean. The thought of watching one more man hit on her, ogle her, or flirt with her was driving me crazy. She was mine and I didn’t care what the company thought. If I was black, they probably wouldn’t have even cared.
**********
“What was that about tonight?” Keshia asked as soon as she stepped into my apartment, spotting me sprawled back in my leather lazy boy, fuming.
I’d texted her the moment I left, telling her to meet me at the car, but she hadn’t come. I’d waited a full hour before finally deciding to head home –pissed.
“You know what that was about!” I stopped her from continuing, the jealousy in my voice evident. “First that associate…what’s his name….?”
“Phillip?!”
“YES! PHILLIP! Fawning all over you like he was going to ask for a piece of pussy right there, and then the other partners, staring at your ass all night…”
“So that’s what this is about?” Keshia sighed as she shrugged out of the winter white peacoat I’d bought her as an early Christmas present, her eyes widening as I shook my head in disgust.
“You love the attention! Admit it!” I accused now, my hand gesturing wildly to the clingy dress she wore like a second skin. “First I have to keep us a secret, and now I have to watch other men looking at you…talking about you like a piece of meat!”
“And that’s my fault how?!” Keshia snapped now, eyes blazing as I stood from the chair, ready to head into the bedroom to avoid the argument I’d just started.
“Forget it,” I mumbled, snatching my half empty beer from the glass coffee table. “You’re never going to see my side.”
“See
your
side?!
Dean we’ve talked about this. You’ve been a partner there for
years! I just made partner, and I’m not even past the ninety day
promotion period. I’m in, but barely. You knew that it would be
like this before we started. You knew…”
“I knew what?! That
you being black and me being white was going to be so big of an issue
that no one would accept it? No I didn’t know that! Dunson has been
friends with my father for years and…”
“You told him?!” Keshia shrieked now, her hands thrown in the air at the words I hadn’t meant to let slip.
“He’s a family friend! I thought if anyone would understand it would be him! All I said was that I was thinking about asking you out…and would it be a problem?”
“And he said?” Keshia asked now, her eyes rolling in disbelief as my eyes lowered from hers, too embarrassed to repeat the exact words that Mark Dunson had said about interracial relationships.
“It’s not important,” I murmured now, catching her wrist before she could pull her coat back on.
“It’s important to me! Why don’t you get that! I don’t want everyone thinking that I slept my way to the top…not after how hard I’ve worked for this, and not because of your stupid ego!”
“Keshia…please…” I tried, but she pulled away from me, dark eyes flashing when I moved to block her path back to the door.
“I love you…you know that! I was just trying to makes things better for us…”
“Better for us, or better for you Dean? I’m really not trying to bring race into this, but as a white man you have no clue what this means for me –a black woman at that firm.”
“Maybe I don’t, but you’re not leaving…not like this,” I replied with a shake of my head, grabbing the hand that now held her clutch tightly against her chest.
“I don’t want to talk to you about this right now. I’ve got to figure out how to do some damage control.”
“No you don’t…as long as we keep our secret…”
“You blew the damn secret!” she snapped before I could finish, pushing against my chest to get past me.
“Dammit…just listen to me…”
My feet held against the carpet as she pushed harder, my hands cupping her face so fast that she didn’t have time to react. Her lips, though unmoving, were still thick and soft, my mouth claiming hers in a pressing kiss, forcing her to lean into me.
“You can’t just kiss this away Dean…” She whispered when I broke away, my eyes searching hers as my fingers trailed to the back of her neck.
I shook my head as she pushed against my chest half heartedly now, my teeth biting her lower lip playfully before suckling at the tiny opening her gasp created. She responded this time, her tongue searching for mine as I pulled the clutch from her fingers, pulling her to me.
“I love you,” I whispered against her mouth, licking her upper lip teasingly when she tried to bite me back.
“Love…it isn’t enough for this…we should…”
“Fuck the night away?” I inserted for her, grabbing her ass with both my hands and lifting her up over my hips.
Her legs curled around my waist as I carried her the necessary steps it took to reach the living room wall, her back now pressed there as I ground into her. My dick hardened as her fingers trailed through my hair and down my face wrapping behind my neck to keep me from breaking the suckling kiss she now gave me. I groaned as she teased me with her tongue, trailing wet sloppy kissing down my chin and to my neck. The harder I held her against the wall, the more she wiggled against me, her pantyhose ripping when I spread her ass cheeks further apart for leverage.
There were too many clothes between us, the business suit, hampering me from the feel of her skin against mine. I released her slowly, and she slid downward, unzipping my pants as she rested on the balls of her feet, her mouth now at my crouch.
It never ceased to amaze me, the light contrast of my skin against her dark lips. I watched in anticipation as she pulled my pants slowly down, my fully erect dick falling free to bob directly in front of her mouth. She smiled now, even white teeth showing beautifully against chocolate skin, before her mouth formed an O shape, sucking the head of my dick in.
I groaned with pleasure as hot wetness slurped over the dripping tip, a loud popping noise echoing in the apartment as she closed her lips tightly and pulled. My shirt was already unbuttoned, and I wasted no time shedding the coat and undershirt I wore underneath, the clothes falling to the floor, already forgotten.
“Just like that baby…” I groaned as her lips slipped further down, her tongue spiraling in the opposite direction –upward.
My hands slid into her hair, gripping the short strands tightly so that I guided her stroke even deeper. She gagged as I thrusted into the back of her throat once, my balls smacking her chin when she took it all for a moment.
“You know I like that right?” I teased now, cupping her head tighter so that she couldn’t back away this time.
She gagged again and I thrusted harder, the tip of my cock hitting the back of her throat and then slipping free again, smacking against her thick lips.
“Give it to me!” She moaned, her hands cupping my balls and pulling lightly so that I raised on my toes to keep her from tugging harder.
I smiled as she took me all the way in this time, slurping on my dick like it was a lollipop waiting to be sucked. Up and down her mouth went, her tongue licking its way from top to bottom before she started all over again. My balls were set to a full on throb when she squeezed them this time, lifting my cock to lick her tongue over the tight sack. Precum leaked from my head, dripping down over her fingers as she stroked me with her hand, her attention now on bringing to me an orgasm right there.
“Not yet!” I warned when her fingers slipped past my balls to the crack of my ass, my dick jumping in her other hand as a tiny squirt of cum shot forth.
“But I know what you want…” She pretended to whine as I pulled her up from the squat, my hand under the dress and back on her plump ass.
She wiggled for me as I pulled the ripped pantyhose free from her hips, my mouth working its way down her neck to the top of her exposed cleavage.
“Dean…” She sighed my name as my fingers pushed her panties aside, pinching her already swollen clit.
“I know what you want,” I teased this time, lowering so that I was the one squatting now.
Her leg lifted without me asking, the spike of her heel resting on my shoulder as my mouth licked the top of her mound.
“Yes baby I want it!” She murmured when I licked tentatively at first, my tongue catching the tip of her clit and then retreating.
Her hands wrapped around my head and I let her pull me in, my mouth taking in full lips as she thrusted her hips towards me. She moaned again and I groaned as her juices squirted hot and milky over my tongue, the taste of her enticing me to continue. I loved the fact that she had no hair down there, my tongue slipping easily into her dripping wet cunt when she lifted on her toes now grinding on my mouth.