22 roundabouts
(Vol. 2 of Desert Poems)
by Carmela
Also by the same author:
“haiku in manila”
“A dinar for my Spanish guitar” (Vol. 1)
for
Marvin S. Co
Acknowledgments
Melissa Van Maasdyk
for boosting my confidence. You are such a charming soul --- inside and out --- Melissa;
Arthur D’Souza
for the compliments on the publication of “22 roundabouts” the first time I spoke with you on the phone;
Abdul Aziz Noor
for never losing your temper at me (You will live a long life, Sir.);
Abdul Raziq
I never forget the day you sang to me in your language. It was a beautiful moment --- a perfect description of the promised land: Canaan;
Ahmed Ali Al Emadi
for the refined and ideal conversations I had had with you about life in general;
Ali Hussain Ali
for the thousand notes that you gave me on my birthday;
Cresencio Mabunga, Jr.
for the pickled fruits and vegetables, the guitars, and for taking good care of my sister Rose in the desert;
Deonna Kelli Sayed, Nahid Sultana, Shahzaman Shams and Barbara Engel-Kooheji
for the Saturday meetings --- especially Barbara, for the rides from Manama to Zahr;
Dr. Khalid, Tata, Menatallah and Abdullah Salah Albaz
for the friendship that erased the outlines of our nationalities;
Essam Adel Al Nashar
I remember you because of your wholehearted laughter sprinkled with pain;
Fouad Shoukri
for the Moroccan music;
Gemma Grace Lorenzo
for the groovy desert tour. There has never been a down-moment with you;
Hassan Moosa Al Qassab
for the wholesome friendship;
Khalid Alzayani
for the conversations on “bricks on walls” and Einstein. You taught me how to respect time;
Khan
for the patience as my transport in the desert. You have the heart of a musician;
Josefino “Jong” Ortiz
for a glimpse of the aesthetic appeal of the empty quarter;
Messy
I had lovely moments of gabs with you over cups of Ethiopian coffee;
Rajina and Shanavas Kassim Basheer
my dear friends;
Rebecca Argay
for being forbearing. You saw how hollow I was;
Rosella Labitoria-Mabunga
for encoding all of my desert poems because you were bored and had nothing to do that time --- you are very much loved, sis;
Suphawadee Srinakhon
for the heartfelt talks on childhood memories;
and to all who have lived with me in the desert, literally or metaphorically,
thank you for having inspired me to write these poems.
Hazel Joy Tottoc, for the readings,
and
Josefina Ortiz-Timbol, for the constant cheering.
Contents
Dedication 1
Acknowledgments 2
The 1st roundabout 9
22 roundabouts 10
A roundabout well 12
The 2nd roundabout 13
Tylos tomb 14
The heart of Gulf 15
Kingdom borders 16
Pomegranate 18
The 3rd roundabout 19
Fishing 20
The way you cross the road 21
3,250 crosses 22
My brook 23
Fishes in the desert 24
The 4th roundabout 25
My eyes are becoming brown 26
Golden brown 27
The 5th roundabout 28
Hungry 29
Biryani and tikka 30
For how long? 31
The 6th roundabout 32
I lost my sweetheart in the desert 33
Genie in the city 34
The 7th roundabout 36
Good morning 37
Sahra 38
Looking through the door’s window 39
Exam time 40
Mirador 41
The 8th roundabout 42
Majestically sweet and lonely 43
Sunnat al hayat 44