ORIGINS - VOLUME 2 - THE BEGINNING OF LIFE
BY
Copyright © 2001 White Eagle
Smashwords Edition
White Eagle is a practicing Medicine Man who has been blessed by the Great Spirit Father with both Healing and Vision Medicine. Being part Algonquin and Arapaho, He carries forward a mixture of both traditional and nontraditional Medicine techniques. Ever seeking to serve the will of The Great Spirit, White Eagle endeavors to enable all of the Great Spirit's children to learn of His love and in the many ways in which we may allow His Light and Love to enrichen our well-being and lives. Ever in a constant vigil in seeking ways to serve the Will of the Great Spirit, White Eagle has left the normal order of the societies that we live in to walk totally the path of a Shaman in order to embrace and help in the initiation of the New Order of the Great Spirit's Will and Consciousness in humankind. In the last period of time much information about the coming events as pertaining to the reawakening of Spirituality has been provided to Him by His guides, or Angels so to speak, as well as by the Creator Himself in order to bring forth a new and heightened life in the Spirit of each of His creation.
This document is a product of this endeavor as given by the Great Spirit for him to do in answer to his prayer for guidance in his daily meditation. Another document titled The Great Spirit's Plan is also nearing completion. While these manuscripts are still new and seeking publishing and support in distribution, a limited resource of copies are currently available for those who seek the understanding within. As a Shaman, White Eagle is a Priest, Healer, Teacher, Visionary, Counselor, and Ceremonial Leader but perhaps most important, a Guide in the way of discovering the Truth and Perfect Child within each of us.
In the traditional way a Shaman would give a person a Medicine Name usually around the birth time as a vision would be given them however, several years ago during one of his daily Meditations the Great Spirit said for him to start naming people with a Name that describes His Original thought as He Created each of them. This Name describes the perfect pattern of each self as He created them and describes what they not only have always been but also that which they are and ever will continue to be (or better said What Does not Need Fixing). The Medicine name as described by White Eagle helps us understand why we have certain likes or dislikes and habits that are most normal for us, as well as abilities in which we can easily excel and use in our growth. White Eagle explains the Name as well as its Medicine and tendencies but always reminds us that we are ever in growth as to become greater channels of the Great Spirit's Light and Love and to do this we are ever learning new Medicine to add to that of our beginning so as to please the Creator. This is our true desire of our inner child.
In addition to the naming vision, White Eagle has also been given abilities in vision such as looking inside ones body to detect illness or infirmary, finding objects that are considered lost, going backwards or forwards in time as well as others. White Eagle has also been given the ability to Channel or so as to say allow another person's guides to speak to them through the body of him as well as channel his own personal guides in an advisory capacity about all matters current and past that are having an immediate influence on one. White Eagle lives in what might best be described as altered states and does not use or condone the abuse of any drugs nor of anything or of anyone. Another of the abilities that has been given to White Eagle is for him to walk in another's moccasins in a past life review in order to release carryover problems that often occur from past lives. This process takes several days to complete and the product is specific documentation and a channeled review. White Eagle's knowledge of the Spirit world also provides dream state interpretations as well.
As a Healer, White Eagle has many abilities in working with energy, potions, and teas as well as Medicine stones. There have been many instances whereby he has cured someone's headache or hiccups with a single thought. White Eagle will also be the first one to thank another for healing themselves and as he says that he takes no credit but full responsibility in such matters as he only invokes the Will and Love of God. White Eagle guides people in the process of meditation and from time to time holds workshops in learning the Medicine Wheel Way as well as about Plant Spirit, Animal Spirit, and Mineral Spirit Medicines and how we can use them to enrichen our lives.
White Eagle sometimes kids around about being a Native American Ghost Buster but know well he takes these matters very seriously. Unlike some others he uses the unlimited potential of Love to help in problems with discarnates, or entities, and possession as they are very dynamic in the well-being of all involved. White Eagle is not a Witch or Witch Doctor although he has much knowledge about such things and will refuse any who are not aspiring to the highest ideal which is To Walk in Balance and With Harm to No One, Including Oneself! If possible White Eagle will record personal readings on cassette tape and asks that each provide their own tape for use. He says that one receives what they are willing to invest in any matter. He asks that each desiring a reading, prepare and bring a written list of questions to be answered for their own use, as he does not want to see them. White Eagle also makes many ceremonial items and personal items such as prayer sticks, rattles, shields, earrings, necklaces, as well as paintings.
Often White Eagle will speak of only charging a commitment to change when asked about receiving money for his services. However, as all truly know, one must be willing to give something away to receive more of anything at any point in time. Gifts or donations of money or other things that might support the work will be welcomed by him. As White Eagle recognizes that in a respectful sharing way, those who have resources to share will be the first to benefit in the sharing process. However lack of money or resources are often manifestations of symptoms of other Spiritual dilemmas and he would never deny his services to anyone because of their lack of a comfortable money supply. Each one should feel comfortable with whatever they feel they should provide as it is a contribution not a fixed price. White Eagle sees it only as a contribution to God and the Church.
This document is presented in what might best be described as pristine in its word usage and while sometimes the word usage might not be considered to be grammatically correct, it is in its original true condition to the Spirit of the consciousness and is most proper. As it is given to express this information in the English language, many of the words available for use fall short of the full dynamics of the total scope of the consciousness being expressed. In no way is it also to be inferred that there is any bias or weight given to the male or female of the human species. All true beings, which are all Spirits created by The Great Spirit or God as some refer to Him, have chosen to incarnate into each of the body forms and races; which is why the Great Spirit created the diversity in the first place. Indeed He loves and favors each as equal in His esteem and so should we. As the Earthplane experience is truly that of learning the unlimited ways of experiencing Brotherhood and expressing Love, the consciousness associated in the term Brotherhood is that of the willingness to support, sacrifice for, share, care, nurture, guide, and most important, value another being regardless of what sex or other condition the body is in. Any other word associations that might even in the slightest way be considered to be gender biased should be considered the same way and the consciousness to the Spirit of the use retained. This material is presented in the Spirit of Onement and the Law of One and is meant to be received in the same way each samely unique and in their uniqueness the same.
This material which was completed in 1999 is the sole property of White Eagle and all rights are reserved. No part of this book may be transmitted or reproduced in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical including photocopying and recording, or by any information storage or retrieval system, except as may be expressly permitted by White Eagle.
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It is my sincerest hope that this material will in some way be of service in bringing forth some of the abundance of Light and Love that the Great Spirit has for each and every one of you.
In the years that I have been guiding peoples, I have always cautioned them about what they read in books as I do also to you here and now. A book in its very best of conditions is but one persons documentary of their observations as they walk the path of life, and indeed can be no more than that. But, while they might speak of the squirrel running up the tree ahead and share their vision of that, they might miss the butterfly emerging from the cocoon behind. This book is a composition of information that comes to me both through meditation and channeled through me by my guides. It is presented in the Spirit of Love. It was given to me to understand that the purpose of each persons incarnation to Earthplane for an Earthwalk is to learn more about the unlimited ways to experience and to express Love and brotherhood.
Presented With Love,
White Eagle
Part I - ENDLESS NEW BEGINNINGS
A Note From The Author….
It has now been over a decade since Great Pop first told me to me begin the writing of these now many books. At first I was reluctant and told Him that I certainly desired no such thing for myself. I also mentioned that I did not feel qualified or with sufficient skills in writing to do such an important task. He was persistent in His bequest of me to do such though, and soon began the effort on my part of such an important endeavor.
At the completion of the material of the first work and material that is titled The Medicine Way, I was then 47 years of age. At that point, I already was keenly aware of the power and potential impact of the word, be it in song or print. Each of these mediums can dynamically affect and effect an individuals attitude and perspective, and thereby Life. One can always find something positive or negative about any condition or thing as well. If one listens to angry or sad songs often enough, they will soon become of that attitude and perspective and their Life experience and expressions will become more of a mirror that than anything else.
In the material of this book and the other volumes that Great Pop has now given for me to include the parallel account of my personal Life experiences during the development of such, I can only speak as honestly as I can of my feelings and attitude as each such experience occurred. Likewise when more than a single being or thing is involved in an experience, each that is involved will have its own personal perspective of such. Therefore I pray that no one being or thing be judged or condemned by their behavior or personal choices of expression in such an accounting. Still, I can and do honestly say that these experiences and expressions actually happened, and happened that way to me.
This material is presented in the Spirit of Love. It was given to me to understand that the purpose of each person’s incarnation into the physical realm and Mother Earth is to learn more about the unlimited ways to experience and to express Love and brotherhood.
So as you read the pages....
I Pray That You Walk in Joy and Enjoy Your Walk …..
ENDLESS NEW BEGINNINGS
As I begin this second volume of Origins, I am being given to repeat the first portion of volume one. This is being done so that anyone might start anywhere in the series. So if one wishes to skip this portion as it is pretty much a repeat of the start of volume one, that is certainly understandable. I remember as a child always knowing about certain things that I could not explain to others. This was well in advance of as well as after, a drowning experience that I encountered at four years of age. Typical of most Medicine people, I have experienced what is called the near death experience many times in my present term of life. As usually occurs in such circumstances, this has facilitated a greater awareness as well as Understanding of the Spiritual as well as Physical nature of Life and the conditions of being in both realms. Oftentimes when beings experience going through the veil as some call it in a death circumstance, if they, as I was often, are subsequently given to return to the physical realm, then they usually are enhanced with a special power or gift such as in the way of being a healer or visionary. Most oftentimes as well, will occur a change in the orientation of and the purpose of their individual life expression to become manifested so as to serve The Creator in some fashion or way. In my own experiences of such, of which there have been several, each time I did not so much change the orientation of my life expression as I did it’s focus. I was very enabled as a Medicine Man at birth and have always been able to see into peoples bodies as well as have visions of events forthcoming and be able to journey through the veil seemingly at will. I have never lost my association to the Spirit realm at any level of consciousness, even when taught different by the White Western Society that I grew up in. In addition to being a channeler, I also have often been blessed with healing energy, although sometimes I seem to need it more for myself than to support others in the Medicine and thereby Brotherhood Way of being on Mother Earth.
Growing up with such abilities including the reading of thoughts or the moving of objects, was not always advantageous or so much fun. Especially when other children would be saying or planning mean things about me, I would read their thoughts or hear their words from even a great distance away. In my earlier years I was taught by my parents to believe that I was White or at least to be very quiet even about being Indian, much less than being in the Medicine Way as that was what my parents wanted for me so as to be accepted by others. I found that my life that way was much worse than what I experienced on the other side of the veil. Even in this church that they took me to which I later acolyted in, when I looked at the Light as it shone upon the cross that they had hanging there, I would simply leave and cross the veil so as to be with The Great Spirit Creator whom likes it when I refer to Him as “Great Pop”. I struggled for many years trying to live the life that my parents had planned for me but somehow it just never did work out so good as I simply was not myself in it. It was only when I got older and kept going through the many death experiences that I finally realized and accepted my gifts as well as purpose in this incarnation on Mother Earth as little else became available, as well as fulfilling to me. After the last of my parents had exited the physical realm of Mother Earth, I saw how they perhaps innocently, had negatively influenced me throughout that part of my life. I later realized that this influence continued even thereafter as my earth father became a Possessing entity and thereby negative energy form. This did have a positive result however as I finally chose to accept who and what I was, and to disregard the desires of them.
Throughout my early time, people would simply show up in my life that needed my support as a healer or visionary. I would simply accept the condition of each circumstance as being essentially God sent, although I was always a little curious about how they might know about that ability in me. In all of this, I never challenged nor even was curious, as to the why or how things worked as I simply trusted and accepted everything as being perfect as Great Pop had planned it. I needed no more than that to be fulfilled as a willing participant. I did, however, find out some things in time that made my Understanding secure in different facets of my awareness such as when I would leave my body so as to do something in another realm. In these circumstances, my body would shut down completely unless there was another spiritual energy source associated with it, such as a protector Spirit or guide. I realized this condition when one time I left my body to do something in another realm, only to find out on my return that others were calling the ambulance as I had no respiration or heartbeat upon my return to the physical realm. Even in the process that I was given to use in channeling other Spirits and Guides through the vessel of the body of myself, it would often affect my biology for some period of time thereafter depending upon the nature of them and their personality so to speak. I make mention of these things simply so as to give some orientation to my sense of Trust, Dedication, and Faith in Great Pop and The Medicine Way.
Traditionally at birth, people would seek out a Medicine person that was a visionary so as to identify the Medicine and thereby name the newborn child. This was done so that the parents might properly raise it to fulfill the child’s and Creator’s image or plan of, and in, itself. I named people this way for many years, giving them a name reflecting a vision provided by The Creator to me when I Prayed for it. Again I simply accepted it as being the way of such and did not question either the result or the process, and I must also mention that I was also quite certain as well as content in it. I then wondered one day as to “Why am I White Eagle”? I knew of the Medicine of the name and that also some other beings had been or were named it, but I was simply a little curious about the why of that for myself. On many occasions, when operating out of body in other realms, often being guided or asked by The Creator to perform some task, I simply either did what was given or asked as to How. In these many events I never considered questioning the potential outcome. I always accepted and knew that if He wanted it done by me then I was already facilitated with all that I needed to do or perform in it. In these many events I also would often see myself to appear in bird or Eagle form in the process and experience.
After some period of time and many such experiences, I would in a revelationary manner receive some insight and perhaps even Understanding as to the greater extent and nature of things, most often during Meditation or Ceremony. I must admit that at this point in my journey on Mother Earth, I have received many such awareness and Understandings about many diverse things. At times I am also somewhat unsteady as to what I might be in for next, as for myself and my Understanding. To me, this greater awareness and Understanding has a deep and definite responsibility associated with it. I have personally found that my growth has only occurred at the deeper soul or spiritual level through such metamorphic experiences and expressions of Understanding. I have often stated that I seek not to know or experience so much more, only simply to better Understand and thereby grow from what I have already experienced. Great Pop then interjected that I can not truly grow the Round and thereby Proper and Medicine Way if I only look forward or backwards. He stated that it is only best possible if I look at things from a position and perspective that is outside of myself and thereby in Onement so as to see the complete picture. As one might imagine, I am still trying to work on and become better in taking that approach.
Many years ago Great Pop told me “Little One” as He likes to refer to me that way, “from now on Pray and go into your rattle or drum and seek from Me a Vision as to the beginning of each of My children and that this will be the Ever or Medicine Name that you shall give to them describing the perfect Nature of their Spirit or Soul”. He then showed me how each came to be in a vision. In it He appeared as if He were standing by a still pond and I was looking at the event a little ways from and above His right shoulder, like a little bird sitting on a limb of a tree. In each event, out of the forehead and Mind of Him, I would see an amorphous vibratory pattern of energy projected, as such is the very nature of thought. Next would then come out of the chest and heart of Him, a green vapor like mist of energy that stayed connected to His Heart by a golden thread. Then this cloud of green substance and energy blended and merged with the thought pattern and it became whole, real, and everlasting as it thereby was manifested or born as a True Spirit.
During my morning Meditation many years ago after expressing my curiosity about Why was I White Eagle, and When was I first on Mother Earth, I was given to see the Original event of His making of Mother Earth. I saw how during the event of it, I was flying about that area of The Great Void in my Eagle like BirdForm. At that event I was essentially showing off as I often did for Him by doing flying feats. I immediately became overwhelmed as I truly then did immediately remember and feel again the very profound experience of it. Then Great Pop again showed me the experience of that event from the outside. In this experience, my perspective was again off to the upper right of that happening from the very much same viewpoint as being the little bird in the tree as mentioned before. It took some time for me to realize as well as accept the whole of what was given for me to see. I must admit that I still have some doubt associated with that experience as it must mean that I was obviously existent in some form before the making of Mother Earth. Each time I would ask Him, He would simply confirm that suspicion which does still leave me quite uncomfortable for perhaps many obvious reasons. He also states that perhaps I will get over it some day, both compassionately and jokingly as only He can be.
As a young boy of the age of six or seven, I oftentimes would sneak out of the house late at night after the others had gone to bed. I would then go down to my special place and lay down upon the grass in a gully by the water, staring up at the stars in the heavens. I would wonder what it was all about and how certain things were and came to be, and remember my earlier death experiences and what was given to me at those times to know and in time to do. It was here that I started associating to the real feelings that I had about myself and Who and What I really was, as well as dreamed of all the things that I wanted to do and become. As mentioned, I knew already about the Spirit world as well as some of the Medicine Way and the developing Medicine of myself. It was in this gully and time that I would call upon my Spirit friends and guides to be with and teach me. This was my initial place and time of Shamanic learning and guidance. Soon I would be surrounded by elders and Spirit guides in animal form and looking up at the heavens, I really Understood in a more subconscious way, than that which I was directly told or shown by them.
It was easy then at that time and condition for me to project myself anywhere I wanted to be. I would often do that so as to see what it was like to be there. My guides and teachers would oftentimes accompany me on these intergalactic "Walk Abouts" so to speak, to show me the greater picture and how everything was connected in a certain and special kind of way. I was not allowed to journey to other planes and dimensions then as I would later become allowed. This was perhaps very good as I was not really ready for it in as much as I was not quite yet developed in a way to master in myself, all that was available in the physical realm of Earthplane. I was allowed, however, on occasion to glimpse some of the other places and lifestyles in some of the other experiences in Earthplane in a non-interactive way, which I thought was very special indeed. I did not have, as what might be considered at that time, any UFO or alien encounters as this was not the purpose of such. It was just a manner that the Great Spirit had provided for me to learn about The Web, Medicine, and the connectivity of The All in a way that I could easily understand. I did not share these experiences with any others as I knew and was told, that no one would understand or accept them as being real anyway. I was simply told that later in my life, the understanding would benefit me in what I was to do in a certain way.
Later, as I grew and went to this school that taught how things were supposed to be scientifically, I did not do so well. As one might imagine, it was much different than that which I was shown and taught this way, but I simply went along with that. Even later in life when astronauts would send pictures from some of these distant places I knew, it only confirmed what I had seen as a child, as where I had gone journeying as a child had looked just like that at times. When studying about atoms and such, I wondered if maybe this whole galaxy and Mother Earth was like little atomic parts of the Great Spirit’s arm pit, or some small thing in a much bigger realm in some way as I would later hear often hypothesized by others. I would ask my guides and at those times that I was bold enough, and also The Great Spirit, and the answer always came out the same , “No, but maybe if you look at it in a certain way”. Later in life when doing the work of writing the “Great Spirit’s Plan”, I later was able to see how what they had told me was perfect and true in every sense and way. Although it had confounded me for years, with many other questions like it, I had just left that question on the back burner. In the work of writing “The Plan”, I was given to see in a snapshot kind of glimpse exactly how everything did develop. I also become more conscious and Understanding of the full potential of what was designed in the arena of Mother Earth so as to support the continuance of the physical experience for Spirits to incarnate into, so to learn the Brotherhood lessons that are available in this arena of experience.
Later in life I became much more comfortable in going straight to the Source or “Great Pop”, to ask and see things I had questions about. Even in this, I was very satisfied in leaving a lot of the many questions that I had, way back on the back burner as I was a little afraid of what He might do or say, which of course at worst would be to simply laugh. I had very little trouble in asking Great Pop where I came from, but I was a little afraid or perhaps more embarrassed to ask the same about Him, as I felt that it might offend Him or hurt His feelings in some way, and I certainly wanted none of that possibility to be expressed by me. I felt that if there was even the remotest possibility of that happening, I would probably mess up and do it mistakenly. After many years and at least the thousandth person asking me where God came from, and without really even meaning to or having any major concern or doubt about the Great Spirit or His creative ability or existence, it was given to me to wonder about the beginning before Him and actually the How it was that He came to Be.
I personally had no aspiration to write, about anything. Even writing letters does not give me the joy I receive when speaking directly with someone. I used to have to write essays in school and document programs in my occupation in computers and that was always difficult for me. Even when I write something simple on a piece of paper, I sense a great permanence and commitment in the expression, and I have felt this way since I was very young. My Eagle Medicine is that of a Wayfinder. I do love to share that ability in open communication with any and all that will listen when I am with them and I love to express this in my storytelling way. Many years ago Great Pop showed me that my Beginning Medicine, which is an expression that I always carry with me when I incarnate into the physical realm, is that of Bringing His Word to The Mountain Top. I have found that I have been doing this most all of my life in some way. I was given to channel other people’s guides as well as my own when I turned thirty years of age and I kept this ability to myself for a long time until I was given to be more openly expressive of this ability about fifteen years ago. To accomplish this endeavor, I would meet with whomever had questions, call their guides, and simply get out of the way. In this method I would leave my body after calling forth their guides or angels, as some refer to these beings, and allow for them to do the work that was needed.
I had earlier found that I could accomplish many other things in this very same manner such as healing, finding things and so forth. I was also given a method of going backwards and forwards in time soon thereafter, and in this technique, I personally would relive experiences of others in a way of mediumship. I was given to use this ability to help others in their own release past life carry over fears and doubts as well as support their growth through Understanding of these influences in their current sojourn. Approximately ten years ago, I was given the opportunity to operate as a full time Medicine Man and Shaman or Priest by Great Pop, and since then I have had very little opportunity to do any other kind of work, even though I have often tried. My life as such at times has been very difficult financially as compared to working with computers and such, but the effects of my endeavors have been truly satisfying to me and those others that have enjoined me in walking the path of life, guided and supported solely by Great Pop. I must also admit at this time although, I am again in one of those temporary moments of Renewall and restructuring, and I have no idea or plan as to my outcome, which I will elaborate upon as I progress in it.
Great Pop told me about ten years ago in my Daily Meditation to “Write This Book”. I had a big problem with that little bombshell, and so I asked Him if He was sure it was I that was supposed to do such. I felt sure that He knew I did not like to write, anything. I do not even like to talk on the telephone, although it is better than writing a letter. Great Pop just laughed, and then showed me some of the Future that He had now planned for me. I had previously given over my plan and future to Him as well as my Will so to speak, in my Ordination into Priesthood in the Medicine Way which happened early on in my adult life. I oftentimes do not even like to know or ask what is to become for me, as I know that I will typically use some of this information in building Bark on tree and thereby, Ego and fear.I must also admit here that this acceptance and yielding to His Will has not always been so easy and at times very difficult for me. The older I became in it however, the easier it has been for me to do in some ways, yet it still is a constant condition of choice. I finally accepted the notion that Great Pop truly desired for me to write something and in His Magical way, I was then asked by someone about the Medicine of stones. In my typical approach to such, I asked Great Pop if this was for me to write about and He said that indeed, it was.
I then purchased some paper and pencil with my meager resources and found myself at the wall of what some might call, writers block. I Meditated again on this endeavor asking Great Pop about what I should say or do, and how I was to present it. He helped me out by facilitating His word to become expressed through me in a manner of automatic writing. In this original method of writing however, there were certain restrictions. I must already have knowledge of the words as well as the subject. The difficulty that I first encountered was that I communicate with Great Pop and my Guides in vision and the picture words of my own language. To do this writing, I quickly realized that I must interpret the Understanding and dialogue into this English language that I have never really been very good with. I often have difficulty especially with grammar, as that seems like it ought to be some kindly older woman, not some rules and limits of expression. Needless to say, I started slowly, very slowly and with much starting over in frustration. Yet as I endeavored to persevere over my Bark on tree, pretty soon that first document was relatively complete, or at least useable to help others learn about Mineral Spirit Medicine. It was only a short time thereafter that someone then asked me about the Medicine of Plant Spirits and there began the next document to become written by me. Each time, I would always ask Great Pop about such, and always He replied that it was for me to do. After a year of such endeavor with pencil and paper, a friend that I was working with in the Medicine Way, gave me a Writing Machine to assist in this endeavor, whom is an angel on Mother Earth by the name of Gray Owl. Pretty soon thereafter the first book about The Medicine Way was complete in its first form and printed by using a copy machine.
I then thought that perhaps I had finished this writing thing that I never really aspired to do in the first place, only to find myself in a different location and going into the sun at a specific time each day. In this circumstance, Great Pop gave me a vision to record and document as being the next book which is titled “The Great Spirit’s Plan” and is about the future as regards the coming Pole Shift. Again after completing this material, I thought that I was through with this writing thing. Great Pop next had me start writing The Proper Way, and by this time, I realized that I might as well get ready for more, and indeed many more works have been now written by this reluctant servant of Great Pop. I also apologize to any and all for any difficulty that one might have in following this material, as I naturally think and talk in my native dialect and language which, as mentioned is picture words so to speak. At times there is a great difficulty when I try to put it into this English language that has so many restrictions and meanings for the same word, such as blue. I also thank goodness for Great Pop’s foresight in providing this Writing Machine that corrects the spelling of these words. However, some of the words such as Renewall, are spelled that way on purpose as the meaning is better presented this way. As Medicine is defined by Great Pop as being “The Resonance to a Consciousness, Understanding, or Ability,” I finally have become “In Medicine With” this writing endeavor and have realized a great benefit in the way of my own personal Growth through The Understandings that are developed within me and thereby presented, and in this I am most thankful.
Many years ago, and really through out my life, many people would ask me where, if there was a God, did He or She come from and how could it be possible. When I finally first asked Him about such, The Great Spirit showed me how things were in the true beginning whereupon only The Great Void existed. The Great Void was filled with nothingness, forever, a million times as far as one can imagine or see, and was without the existence of any thing, including Great Pop. In this great vastness of nothingness, for endless periods of time there was nothing there, totally boundless in every way with no aspect to time or even space. There was no vibration, no sound, no light, no color, not even a thought as thought is truly vibration and thereby something that was started from something you see. What went on there for an eternity of eternities was nothingness and as time did not exist, it was as long as one might imagine and then a thousand million times that. There was no static or energy or any idea of particulate matter or even an idea or ability, only emptiness. It was not even a vacuum or black as black is a color, instead it was just blank space, forever and as far as one can imagine. Picture in one's own mind, if it is at all possible, just how it was then, without a single thought, just quiet and dark endless emptiness of space much like this:
Then suddenly and all at ONCE in the middle of what was for so very long, empty and boundless, the brightest of White mixed with the faintest of pale Blue light flashed in a burst in the most spectacular of ways looking like:
And then immediately, a tiny glimmer of the Greatest Gold and then Whitest of Light again erupted in the center of it looking like:
Next from a Golden shape in the center came issuing forth streaming rays of different colors that then developed into pulsating and swirling clouds of the most splendid and magnificent of colors that ended with the most vibrant, yet calmest, of the Violet ray as follows:
This then amassed into a calm and softly glowing pulsating vaporous and translucent cloud that constantly changed it’s shape as it gracefully floated about and at times just hovered that looked like:
Ever so softly pulsating, this cloud was with a triangular shaped Heart of Gold and White about it’s center and I still become overwhelmed at the memory of it and cry as GOD made God and that truly was how it happened as He allowed for me to see. Having witnessed the most spectacular and splendid of events and finally getting over being overwhelmed by all of it, I finally asked Him "Great Pop, how in the heck did You do that?", He just smiled at my reaction and then He told me.
The Creator explained it to me this way, “Little One, that in all of that nothingness and time and space there was a desire for something to be there”. I wondered about that for a while and then allowed that the consciousness and Medicine of the statement take hold and be accepted by me. I then asked Him as to How it was that He was able to make Himself out of nothingness as I still am and probably will always remain, a lot not just a little stupid about this creating stuff. He smiled at me again as He often does when He senses the consternation about me in my Understanding of things, and said "Little One, in all of that nothingness, there was still something there and I just used that”.
I pondered upon that answer for a day or two trying in my relatively infantile way to put the Understanding of it all together myself and finally giving up again, I then next asked Him what it was and He told me . He said “Little one it was what was the only thing that was also always there”. He then softly replied, “It was the POTENTIAL for Change”. He then said that He became Himself by garnering together all of the POTENTIAL that He could get in Medicine with and thus associate with and thereby embody and amass, just like a great magnet, and brought forth His first Creation.... that of HIMSELF!!!!
Upon later writing about this event, it strikes me obvious and very special that indeed Medicine was there at the beginning and it was through this method of Onement that enabled the Origin in which the Great Spirit came to Be and began everything that is. It might be also stated that in the process The Creator became Himself by His openness and that instead of calling forth anything, He in the way of Medicine and Onement through openness, embraced and merged with it in the Original expression of Receivership Proper. I also became acutely aware of how very significant and important that consciousness is still, as it truly is the beginning and everlasting condition and ideal aspiration of the All beings and things of His Creation in any and all realms. Overjoyed at this new Understanding, not just overwhelmed, I immediately realized the importance in How everything that He has shown or taught me was so perfect and that our true Potential is in our openness and HOPE and we should always embrace that in our Prayer if ever we wish truly to be most God like!
Everything that has ever been given to me are just more lessons in doing just that. Of note, a great significance should be expressed here about the color in the beginning as being that of the Gold or Yellow ray which is that of Prayer and it is a Golden, not Silver cord by which we are ever attached to HIM. He explained also to me that it was also the force of great Passion that aided Him in the process of willing Himself in to Being and after that was accomplished, He set about to see what ever else that He could Create. He told me also the even He is ever respectful of the space that used to be so empty, so that whenever He created something that did not work so well as it should, He did not simply discard it as so much waste. As He also is ever in the process of learning too, He always recycles these ideas or thoughts and some are called improvements, others are put into a great container that He stores things labeled No Longer of Use. He then told me that this container, in its own perfection of being, was where He got the original idea of the pattern for stimulating us to make choices so that we learn and grow, called Chaos.
The above is an excerpt from the first Volume of “Origins” and I am being guided by Great Pop to now include a chronology of the events that occurred in that work as follows:
0. The Very Beginning - All that was, was The Law of One.
The Law of One segments itself thus making The Group Consciousness, and the 5
Original Essences of Medicine, which are: Desire, Feeling, Onement, Balance,
and The ThunderBeing of Change.
1. The Group Consciousness of Medicine Desired to Express itself as had The Law of One.
The ThunderBeing died the 1st time so as to make the Outside and the 1st Potential.
2. The Group Consciousness of Medicine desired to express itself again.
The 2nd Potential was made.
3. The Group Consciousness again expresses itself.
The Multitude of Potential were made.
The Origin of the Seven Sisters of Thunder.
4. The Implosion.
The Group Consciousness and all other Consciousnesses and Essences now developed
were containerized into the Operatives of the Potential, and imploded into the Sacred Circle
of Medicine.
The ThunderBeing was left outside.
5. The Potential tired of The Sacred Circle and became the Sheet of Onement with the help
of The ThunderBeing who was still outside.
6. The Potential tired of the Sheet of Onement.
The ThunderBeing responded to their next desire which was to create The Great Void.
The ThunderBeing was still outside.
7. The 28 Potential called forth Great Pop to Become.
The story of the beginning occurred here.
Great Pop blew Himself up a lot of times trying to move.
Great Pop decided to change His expression and started developing within.
Great Pop Originated the Heart & Mind Operatives and Care Porta.l
Great Pop Individualized Love from the Essence and Consciousness of The Law of One.
8. Great Pop wants the All to now have what He has in self determination and so forth.
Great Pop makes a plan and challenge to all of the Potential including the holdouts.
The streaming forth of the Potential.
The Origin of Great Pop’s Essential Will.
The ThunderBeing is still outside.
9. Great Pop develops His 1st amorphous Bodyform.
Great Pop can now move for the 1st time.
The ThunderBeing still outside can now not move.
10. Great Pop develop The Home of The Future.
Great Pop 1st expresses His new Essential Will.
Now both Great Pop & The ThunderBeing can move at the same time.
11. Great Pop and The ThunderBeing develop Vibration & Magnetics.
Great Pop discovers laminar flow and makes walls.
Great Pop uses laminar flow to make surfaces & then to make Objects and finally,
compartments.
Great Pop makes a semi-solid structure for the Home of the Future.
12. Great Pop develops the Original Personal Structure of Beings.
Great Pop develops the 1st Bodyform for Beings & things.
Great Pop tests it all out on The ThunderBeing.
13. Great Pop enhances the Bodyform.
Great Pop originates the Free Will as an Operative in the Personal Structure.
Great Pop tests it all out on The ThunderBeing.
14. Great Pop 1st modifies the Structure of Himself by Himself.
Great Pop makes & includes magnetic canals in His Operatives.
Great Pop 1st Compartmentalizes His Operatives & further specializes them.
Great Pop 1st uses an enhanced vibratory Bodyform for Himself.
15. Great Pop specializes the compartments of the Mind & Heart to support expressions.
Great Pop tests this out on The ThunderBeing.
16. Great Pop makes the 1st Structure and Bodyform for the Founding Beings.
Great Pop Creates The 1st arena for Beings to express themselves as The Orange Place.
Great Pop makes His first Oops when He expresses the Beings there & away from Love.
17. Great Pop makes His 1st fix to His 1st Oops.
Great Pop develops the umbilical Connective and Birth process.
Great Pop defines the Soul Will of Beings as an Operative.
The Founding Beings choose rebirth into The Orange Place.
The Orange Place is a success.
18. Great Pop creates the 2nd arena of expression as The Feeling Place.
19.Great Pop creates Conscience so as to always be able to be heard by those that are
away from Him.
The Feeling Place is successful.
Great Pop creates an immediately successful 3rd arena of expression for Beings & things.
Great Pop 1st originates solid acting semi-solids.
Great Pop originates time as a measuring tool for making renewable forms.
Great Pop makes the multitude of Bodyforms for all of the Potential, for all time to come.
Great Pop designs the 4th & 5th arenas of expression to be that of Care.
20. Great Pop develops the Water World & The Mechanical Place.
21. Great Pop makes a new Structure & Bodyform for The ThunderBeing & Himself.
With the help of The ThunderBeing -
Great Pop compartmentalizes His Care Operative.
Great Pop makes His Care and Essence-Operative in form.
Great Pop makes the Conduits of Transition & almost blows up again.
Great Pop’s Structure, Bodyform, & the internalization of existing arenas is perfected.
Great Pop successfully manifests the 3rd arena internally without any support.
22. Great Pop perfects the Structure and realizes success in the 1st physical arena.
Great Pop creates Fear from the Essence of time.
Great Pop uses Time/ Fear to motivate activity in the physical realm.
Great Pop makes the Ego & additional Wills to support physical expression & Feeling.
Great Pop perfects the exit & Transition process.
Great Pop creates Perspective Operative-Essence with twisted lobes in the physical realm.
Both the physical & Spiritual Structure is realized as perfect for Beings & things.
All arenas & support is now operational with unlimited expandability.
23. The Promise & Future are now secured with the developments now completed.
Of significance is that the Medicine of the number 23 is - Endeavor / Action!
Although all of the physical components and Bodyforms are now existent, life as we now know and experience at this point is only expressive as a True Spirit form except for the Mechanical Place arena. While this is the first and Original Physical Arena for Beings to experience, the condition of them is really True Spirit as well at this point in the Origin of everything by Great Pop.
This chronology is a basic summation of the first volume of Origins. In this material, I was given to Understand that in the very most Beginning, all that existed was The law of One, and that the Law of One has always been. The Law of One is not only the supply of resources from which anything that is, becomes made from, it is also the facilitating mechanism by which it can be and does become whatever it is. In this very beginning, there existed within The Law of One, Consciousness, Essence, and Medicine. Great Pop kept telling me since I was very young “All is Medicine, and Medicine has always been”, and now I Understand how this is and is true. The very first thing that ever happened was that The Law of One decided to express itself and in so doing, it Originated as an outward personal expression of itself, it’s Medicine and thereby, itself. When the Law of One did this, it segmented part of its original Consciousness so as to individualize the Group Consciousness of Medicine. When this occurred, this group consciousness of Medicine became in nature, the personification of Medicine and the Law of One.
Also when this occurred, the Group Consciousness of Medicine contained the five individualized Founding Essences and Consciousnesses of Desire, Feeling, Onement, Balance, and The ThunderBeing of Change. In my Understanding, all of this occurred because The Law of One desired to see what would develop from this original expression and thereby expansion of itself. In a way, this expression resulted not in a doubling of The Law of One, it instead was an actualization of it. In so doing, the Law of One no longer was a separate contained entity, instead it was embodied within all of what it had made. It is given here to define Essences as being inexhaustible without shape, form, or limit. Operatives, that The Group Consciousness of Medicine would later next develop are defined as being conduits or containers by which to express or direct Essences, much like water and a hose. This was the condition of things in the very beginning, and what the chronology shows are developed from.
The first Operative of Potential was made as a result from the Desire of The Group Consciousness of Medicine, which is also the Consciousness of The Law of One, and ultimately that of Great Pop, as they are one in the same, to express itself. The motive for this desire was to facilitate that there would become a condition of new, and thereby a possibility of further growth, instead of possible death through finally realizing a condition whereby nothing was new. This condition of new, established and Originated a condition of possibility and growth and thereby a Future. The ThunderBeing was Originated in the same moment as was the Group Consciousness of Medicine, as well as the other four Essences and this is the Original Being from which all others became patterned through their own expression of choice of desire to become permanently expressive as such. After The Group Consciousness first expressed itself, resulting in the first potential made from the Essence of Desire augmented with the Essence of Feeling by The ThunderBeing of Change, The Group Consciousness of Medicine desired to continue making even more Potential until it was satisfied by the multitude that were then made.
It is also important to realized that in the making of each of these Potential, more than an equal number of Consciousness and Essences were founded or Originated. The first event of the making of a Potential, realized the origination of the Essences and Consciousnesses of Creativity and Growth. Such expansion was also realized by the development of the multitude. In this manner, there was really a continuous expansion of The Law of One and Medicine in the individualization of different unique specialized expressions of itself, in these Essence and Consciousness forms. What was really happening, was that The Law of One, through the personification of itself as The Group Consciousness of Medicine, kept expanding and realizing its first expression of itself. As each thing new happened, something new was learned or made possible and thereby The Law of One was constantly expanding as it was being self expressive and self realized in each subsequent expression that was made, be it by The Group Consciousness or any of the other now individualized expressions of Medicine, and thereby itself. This expansion continues to occur be it in the persona of Great Pop, The ThunderBeing, the Founding Beings, or any being or thing.