ORIGINS - VOLUME 4 - THE FUTURE
BY
Copyright © 2001 White Eagle
Smashwords Edition
White Eagle is a practicing Medicine Man who has been blessed by the Great Spirit Father with both Healing and Vision Medicine. Being part Algonquin and Arapaho, He carries forward a mixture of both traditional and nontraditional Medicine techniques. Ever seeking to serve the will of The Great Spirit, White Eagle endeavors to enable all of the Great Spirit's children to learn of His love and in the many ways in which we may allow His Light and Love to enrichen our well-being and lives. Ever in a constant vigil in seeking ways to serve the Will of the Great Spirit, White Eagle has left the normal order of the societies that we live in to walk totally the path of a Shaman in order to embrace and help in the initiation of the New Order of the Great Spirit's Will and Consciousness in humankind. In the last period of time much information about the coming events as pertaining to the reawakening of Spirituality has been provided to Him by His guides, or Angels so to speak, as well as by the Creator Himself in order to bring forth a new and heightened life in the Spirit of each of His creation.
This document is a product of this endeavor as given by the Great Spirit for him to do in answer to his prayer for guidance in his daily meditation. Another document titled The Great Spirit's Plan is also nearing completion. While these manuscripts are still new and seeking publishing and support in distribution, a limited resource of copies are currently available for those who seek the understanding within. As a Shaman, White Eagle is a Priest, Healer, Teacher, Visionary, Counselor, and Ceremonial Leader but perhaps most important, a Guide in the way of discovering the Truth and Perfect Child within each of us.
In the traditional way a Shaman would give a person a Medicine Name usually around the birth time as a vision would be given them however, several years ago during one of his daily Meditations the Great Spirit said for him to start naming people with a Name that describes His Original thought as He Created each of them. This Name describes the perfect pattern of each self as He created them and describes what they not only have always been but also that which they are and ever will continue to be (or better said What Does not Need Fixing). The Medicine name as described by White Eagle helps us understand why we have certain likes or dislikes and habits that are most normal for us, as well as abilities in which we can easily excel and use in our growth. White Eagle explains the Name as well as its Medicine and tendencies but always reminds us that we are ever in growth as to become greater channels of the Great Spirit's Light and Love and to do this we are ever learning new Medicine to add to that of our beginning so as to please the Creator. This is our true desire of our inner child.
In addition to the naming vision, White Eagle has also been given abilities in vision such as looking inside ones body to detect illness or infirmary, finding objects that are considered lost, going backwards or forwards in time as well as others. White Eagle has also been given the ability to Channel or so as to say allow another person's guides to speak to them through the body of him as well as channel his own personal guides in an advisory capacity about all matters current and past that are having an immediate influence on one. White Eagle lives in what might best be described as altered states and does not use or condone the abuse of any drugs nor of anything or of anyone. Another of the abilities that has been given to White Eagle is for him to walk in another's moccasins in a past life review in order to release carryover problems that often occur from past lives. This process takes several days to complete and the product is specific documentation and a channeled review. White Eagle's knowledge of the Spirit world also provides dream state interpretations as well.
As a Healer, White Eagle has many abilities in working with energy, potions, and teas as well as Medicine stones. There have been many instances whereby he has cured someone's headache or hiccups with a single thought. White Eagle will also be the first one to thank another for healing themselves and as he says that he takes no credit but full responsibility in such matters as he only invokes the Will and Love of God. White Eagle guides people in the process of meditation and from time to time holds workshops in learning the Medicine Wheel Way as well as about Plant Spirit, Animal Spirit, and Mineral Spirit Medicines and how we can use them to enrichen our lives.
White Eagle sometimes kids around about being a Native American Ghost Buster but know well he takes these matters very seriously. Unlike some others he uses the unlimited potential of Love to help in problems with discarnates, or entities, and possession as they are very dynamic in the well-being of all involved. White Eagle is not a Witch or Witch Doctor although he has much knowledge about such things and will refuse any who are not aspiring to the highest ideal which is To Walk in Balance and With Harm to No One, Including Oneself! If possible White Eagle will record personal readings on cassette tape and asks that each provide their own tape for use. He says that one receives what they are willing to invest in any matter. He asks that each desiring a reading, prepare and bring a written list of questions to be answered for their own use, as he does not want to see them. White Eagle also makes many ceremonial items and personal items such as prayer sticks, rattles, shields, earrings, necklaces, as well as paintings.
Often White Eagle will speak of only charging a commitment to change when asked about receiving money for his services. However, as all truly know, one must be willing to give something away to receive more of anything at any point in time. Gifts or donations of money or other things that might support the work will be welcomed by him. As White Eagle recognizes that in a respectful sharing way, those who have resources to share will be the first to benefit in the sharing process. However lack of money or resources are often manifestations of symptoms of other Spiritual dilemmas and he would never deny his services to anyone because of their lack of a comfortable money supply. Each one should feel comfortable with whatever they feel they should provide as it is a contribution not a fixed price. White Eagle sees it only as a contribution to God and the Church.
This document is presented in what might best be described as pristine in its word usage and while sometimes the word usage might not be considered to be grammatically correct, it is in its original true condition to the Spirit of the consciousness and is most proper. As it is given to express this information in the English language, many of the words available for use fall short of the full dynamics of the total scope of the consciousness being expressed. In no way is it also to be inferred that there is any bias or weight given to the male or female of the human species. All true beings, which are all Spirits created by The Great Spirit or God as some refer to Him, have chosen to incarnate into each of the body forms and races; which is why the Great Spirit created the diversity in the first place. Indeed He loves and favors each as equal in His esteem and so should we. As the Earthplane experience is truly that of learning the unlimited ways of experiencing Brotherhood and expressing Love, the consciousness associated in the term Brotherhood is that of the willingness to support, sacrifice for, share, care, nurture, guide, and most important, value another being regardless of what sex or other condition the body is in. Any other word associations that might even in the slightest way be considered to be gender biased should be considered the same way and the consciousness to the Spirit of the use retained. This material is presented in the Spirit of Onement and the Law of One and is meant to be received in the same way each samely unique and in their uniqueness the same.
This material which was completed in 2001 is the sole property of White Eagle and all rights are reserved. No part of this book may be transmitted or reproduced in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical including photocopying and recording, or by any information storage or retrieval system, except as may be expressly permitted by White Eagle.
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It is my sincerest hope that this material will in some way be of service in bringing forth some of the abundance of Light and Love that the Great Spirit has for each and every one of you.
In the years that I have been guiding peoples, I have always cautioned them about what they read in books as I do also to you here and now. A book in its very best of conditions is but one persons documentary of their observations as they walk the path of life, and indeed can be no more than that. But, while they might speak of the squirrel running up the tree ahead and share their vision of that, they might miss the butterfly emerging from the cocoon behind. This book is a composition of information that comes to me both through meditation and channeled through me by my guides. It is presented in the Spirit of Love. It was given to me to understand that the purpose of each persons incarnation to Earthplane for an Earthwalk is to learn more about the unlimited ways to experience and to express Love and brotherhood.
Presented With Love,
White Eagle
CONTENTS
CONTENTS - Continued
A Note From The Author….
It has now been over a decade since Great Pop first told me to me begin the writing of these now many books. At first I was reluctant and told Him that I certainly desired no such thing for myself. I also mentioned that I did not feel qualified or with sufficient skills in writing to do such an important task. He was persistent in His bequest of me to do such though, and soon began the effort on my part of such an important endeavor.
At the completion of the material of the first work and material that is titled The Medicine Way, I was then 47 years of age. At that point, I already was keenly aware of the power and potential impact of the Word, be it in song or print. Each of these mediums can dynamically affect and effect an individuals attitude and perspective, and thereby Life. Also, one can always find something positive or negative about any condition or thing. If one listens to angry or sad songs often enough, one will soon become of that attitude and perspective and one’s Life experience and expressions will become more of a mirror it than anything else.
In the material of this book and the other volumes that Great Pop has now given for me to include the parallel account of my personal Life experiences during the development of such, I can only speak as honestly as I can of my feelings and attitude as each such experience occurred. Likewise when more than a single being or thing is involved in an experience, and each that is involved will have its own personal perspective of such. Therefore, I pray that no one being or thing be judged or condemned by their behavior or personal choices of expression in such an accounting. Still, I can and do honestly say that these experiences and expressions actually happened, and happened that way to me.
This material is presented in the Spirit of Love. It was given to me to understand that the purpose of each person’s incarnation into the physical realm and Mother Earth is to learn more about the unlimited ways to experience and to express Love and brotherhood.
So as you read the pages....
I Pray That You Walk in Joy and Enjoy Your Walk …..
NOW
IT BEGINS ?
As I Begin this the fourth and probably last volume of Origins, once again I find myself in my usual quandary of not knowing what I am to do or say next. It is Now the seventh of July in the year of 2000. It has been seemingly only a few days or perhaps weeks since I finished writing the material of volume three. As usual, when I begin a project, I get somewhat apprehensive over what to say, and it makes it difficult for me to begin. Also, as usual, when I find myself at the end of a project, I get somewhat remorseful or sad in a way. It seems much like finishing the last day of elementary school or leaving a summer vacation experience. You may not have wanted to go there to begin with, but when the time is up for that experience, you also do not wish to leave it. This is probably because there was some fear or uncertainty about what one might experience during the period that one is away from the familiar ground of one’s past condition or situation. I know that my Bark on tree that I call my Ego certainly has often used this mechanism to stifle my initiative at times. The comfort that one receives from conditions or circumstances that might be called boringly routine, is certainly and simply that one does indeed know what to expect, or not. So it seems like a pretty good idea that I start this first chapter about the Future with a question mark.
Speaking of elementary school and being very young, I can vividly remember my very first introduction and moment of the experience of that. It was not something that I wanted to do or was looking forward to, being put into a strange environment with a bunch of people I did not know with some strange lady bossing everyone around. I did not know if I would ever get back to the safety of my own home and I felt extremely abandoned, unwanted, lost, and afraid. I was always tall for my age even then, and somewhat on the lean or skinny side for which I got teased a lot. Thinking about that, now I wonder how that behavior model got started, but that is probably another book, maybe. Anyway, to heighten the obvious punishment of this experience, when some other little boy that was much shorter than me came over to where I was standing, I was immediately hit hard by him square in my then thin, yet soft, belly. Yep, I can remember this experience as if it were only a few moments past. Of course I did not wish to go back to that place when I finally did get back to the security of the routine of my home, ever. I never liked school, perhaps this is why or at least a part of it. Can you remember when you were very young and really afraid and what that was all about? I can, and usually it concerns the unknown and the Future in some way.
Certainly in that time and condition, of which I was ill equipped or prepared, one can Understand the reason for my fear. The idea of my Future in that condition only seemed like more of the same, every time I had to go back to that place. What I did know about the Future and potential at that time was not at all good or pleasant. In fact, I could see how it was probably going to be a continuum of that same kind of torment. By this time, I had already experienced being dead, more than once. I was also caught up in a dilemma as to what my parents and the few other Beings, either grown or small like myself, were saying about their idea of death at this time. What they were saying was not at all like what I had experienced and to little boys and girls, big people are always right and know everything, you know. Yep, their ideas and stories about death were pretty close to my first day in that elementary school!
Since birth, I could always read the thoughts and minds of other Beings and things and this certainly did not help at this time either, as one might imagine. All of this made my early experiences in this Life experience of mine on Mother Earth “Not always so easy”. Of course I was told early on by my parents to hide those abilities of mine as well as was told many things that were contrary to what I had been already shown. From this contradiction by the very people that I was supposed to be protected and supported by as well as trust, what was I to believe for sure, after all I was just a little boy? How could God let such things happen like was being taught and told to me, was often my thoughts at this time. Of course their “God” was not anything like I already knew in the persona of Great Pop whom I had vivid remembrances of seeing when I was dead, as well at all of the other times of my choosing. Their idea of death clearly was horrible as compared to what had happened to me when I left my body those time before. And after all, I was just a little boy, what could I know? Yep, their idea of a Future was not a good one, at all.
Have you ever thought about or imagined what it would be like on Mother Earth when the sun goes out like some scientists say will happen some time? I did when I first heard about such and you can guess where that was! The idea of that happening still does not bring happy thoughts to me. All Life, for all time, being wiped out, forever. I pretty much liken it to being alone in a strange room or place and having the only light finally burning out or someone turning it off, probably those scientists or people at that school if they could. The darkness and then cold would be nothing as compared to the feeling of being alone and abandoned that way. Again, how could “God” let such a thing happen?
Such ideas as to the Future leaves little room for optimism or Hope, at least not to me, and inside I am still only about eight years old at most times. For those that may not have read any of the other material that I have been guided and supported by The Creator to prepare, I am White Eagle. I am Now fifty four years of age which totals the number nine, which has the Medicine of Openness. The Medicine of the number fifty four is that of Experience which is uncannily perfect for my situation Now in my Life and this Odyssey of Origins. It seems perfect also that this volume begins on this the seventh day of the seventh month of the year 2000, as the Medicine of the number seven is that of Ordination. Of course the two sevens make fourteen, which has the Medicine of Christ Consciousness and Metamorphosis. As Metamorphosis is about new Beginnings, it seems perfect to start Now this material, on this day at present. Also when combined, all of these numbers total sixteen which has the Medicine of Actualization, which is not exactly another big surprise, knowing the Who it is that is really behind it all anyway in the persona of Great Pop. Great Pop is the name that the Creator likes for me to call Him and He most oftentimes calls me Little One. It is actually pretty hard for me to talk about myself, but real easy for me to talk about most any other thing, especially Great Pop. If you did a little more math on the Numbers, I am sure that you also realize that sixteen totals another seven, which is really the Why that I am so inspired to begin our walk and Odyssey into the Future together on this very day. Great Pop had told me a while back that I would be finished with volume three in June, and wouldn’t you know He was absolutely correct about that! Great Pop also said that I could fudge a little bit at this point and repeat some of the introductory material from the other works so as to bring those that have not read that material up to speed. So in brief here it is:
It has been many summers and books since in my daily meditation when I asked Great Pop what it was that I should next do so as to please and serve Him, He told me “Write this Book, Little One”. I was at that moment, and seem to also be in this one, quite overwhelmed at the prospect. I feel certainly ill prepared at least as far as being trained or skilled at such, so I Pray this material is not too difficult to follow, as even these many years and volumes later, I still do not consider myself to be any sort of a writer. However, those people that do know me can attest to the fact that I certainly can talk, and talk a lot, especially about Great Pop and how truly wonderful He is.
I am in my own language which is an ancient dialect of Algonquin what is called a Pohtikawah. The word Pohtikawah, as are all of the words in my language, is a picture word. That is to say that it encompass not only awareness or distinction of something, but also movement and feeling, much like a moving picture. I personally think and internally operate in this language and have done so since birth. So it sometimes makes it difficult for me to express myself at times in this English language due to some of the obvious translation difficulties. A Pohtikawah is what would roughly translate to being a Spirit Walker or more commonly referenced as being in white man’s terms, a Medicine Man. I am half Algonquin and part Arapaho by blood, but was raised as being white. Somehow though, my value system and orientation was such that I never seemed to quite fit into or operate in the basic white western materialistic culture so well. I feel that it was not so much a case of my biological condition or blood, but that it most probably was because I have been a Pohtikawah since birth. At three years of age, I was telling my earth father how many times that he would hit the nail on the head before it would go in, making things move, and talking to everything alive or in Spirit, including plants, animals, and stones. Yep, I must have been a pretty scary child to have around for my earth parents, whom I feel probably did the best that they knew how under the circumstances. Both my parents have now exited Mother Earth with my earth mother leaving first from a cancer that she created because she was angry with my dad.
I have, like most Pohtikawahs, been clinically dead many times with the first being from dying of a fever at three, which was an event that I had forgotten about until Great Pop recently reminded me of it. I also drowned at the age of four. Subsequently, over the rest of my now fifty four years of age, I have had numerous other death moments. These include being beaten to death and dying of several illnesses on several occasions, only to find myself coming back to Life. I came back to Life again and again, primarily perhaps because Great Pop has things yet for me to do here on Mother Earth, including the sharing of this material and Understanding with you now.
Great Pop told me many years ago upon my asking about such, that the definition of Medicine is The Resonance to a Consciousness, Understanding, or Ability. As is often the case for me as I seem to be somewhat dense or slow at times, I probably will spend several more lifetimes coming to a fuller Understanding as to specifically all of which that definition entails. Yet, even as I now have a limited grasp of it, it seems most perfect to me. A perhaps simpler idea of what is meant by the word and idea of Medicine might better be expressed as being The Essential Nature of a thing. The Medicine of the Eagle is that of being a Wayfinder. I do love to share that ability in open communication with any and all that will listen when I am with them and I love to express this in my storytelling way. Many years ago Great Pop showed me that my Beginning Medicine, which is an expression that I always carry with me when I incarnate into the physical realm, is that of Bringing His Word to The Mountain Top. I have found that I have been doing this most all of my life in some way and for this too, I Thank You, Great Pop.
I was very honored when my earth mother asked me how to die, as she knew I was very practiced at that time, with my being then thirty years of age. It seemed that my counsel about such had worked well as she was smiling as her last expression in the hospital bed when I arrived later from a nearby town. One of my many special abilities is to go through the veil so to speak and visit or check on those that have exited. I prefer to call it exiting, as in my Understanding and experience, there is really no such thing as death. From my many experiences of such, I have found that no thing or being really dies, it only leaves the bodyform of renewable solid acting semi-solid material so as to experience Renewall. In such cases and conditions, a being’s or thing’s Consciousness, and this includes one’s personality, is intact and completely aware. It becomes in fact actually even more so, not asleep like some might think. One’s Consciousness is the thinking, feeling, and caring part of oneself that some liken to or call one’s Spirit or inner child. Upon checking on my earth mother, whom has Butterfly Medicine as part of her ever name, I saw that she had taken the first step and thereby had flown through her tunnel of Transition as it is called. The tunnel of Transition returns one back to Great Pop Land as I like to call it, which is really the Essential Will of Great Pop. Great Pop both brilliantly and masterfully designed this first step and process of Transition so as to be self contained and motivated. It is during the process of Transition where one effortlessly floats back down their corridor or tunnel of entry that all vestiges of Ego, Fear, and the other amendments of the personal Structure of one’s True Spirit are shed. These amendments to the True Spirit form of a Being or thing are appended for a visit to the physical realm upon entry and are sloughed off on exit and remain with the cocoon of the physical form for Renewall. In this way, they may thereby serve as food and support for other forms in the beautiful design of Brotherhood which is the purpose and theme of the arena of experience of Mother Earth.
When a being or thing completes Transition, they pass through the white light at the end of the tunnel. This light erases certain memory upon entry into the physical realm and restores it upon return. After passing through it, there is a great Reunion and celebration of all within including Great Pop and one’s guides during one’s latest experience and oneself is the guest of honor. This second step or Reunion is pretty much like a graduation party. In reflection of my many experiences of observing such homecoming or graduation events, I became aware that while the setting was different for each, they were all occurring in the same place, the Essential Will of Great Pop. It seems pretty amazing that Great Pop can appear inside a singular part of his own personal form or so it might seem, but it becomes readily understandable when one realizes what Essential forms and nature means. Yes, for some Reunions, it has seemed like we were in a sea of wheat on the prairie and at others we were situated in some great fancy hall and banquet room, yet all were at the same place, the Essential Will of Great Pop. Knowing that my earth mother had easily completed this process brought great joy to my heart. I still keep happy thoughts about her but do not want to intrude upon her next choices, so I simply Thank her too, and then we both have unlimited freedom to experience being our next new selves.
The next and third step of this most beautiful and wonderful process of completing an incarnation outside of the Essential Will of The Creator that was and is so brilliantly and lovingly designed by Great Pop for any and all beings and things, is what is called the Review. After, and only after one has been bathed and replenished in the Light and Love of the Creator and all of the Universe within His Essential Will, one is ready for the next and final process of a sojourn to Mother Earth or any of the many other available theme parks of Spiritual or physical experience which is the Review. By the time one has reached this final phase of the process of an incarnation, one is in their fullest sense of balance and perfection as well as truth and Love. Like the Reunion, the Review is differently defined by and for each participant, being only that which is most comfortable for them. For some it is like going to a locker room of some high school gymnasium, and for others it is much like a row of drawers in some library or the like. Once one arrives at ones destination and is comfortably seated before one’s own personal drawer or locker, when one looks around, there is no one there but oneself. Yep, this is “Judgement Day” so to speak and the only judge is oneself. When one opens their respective drawer or locker, one cannot help but be a little overwhelmed as all of not only one’s experiences in one’s last incarnation are there, but also every thought word or deed ever experienced or expressed are there as well right before oneself. On the very top of all of this “material” is a single piece of paper or such which is one’s own blueprint or plan for one’s last experience outside of the Essential Will of Great Pop. It is this latest “Plan” that basically is what it is that one reviews. In this exercise, one does not judge so much as reflect upon one’s experiences and choose what it is that one next might desire to experience or not. From this exercise, one will ultimately make a new plan of experience should one decide to venture out again so to speak. As one can realize, all choices are within oneself, there are no have to’s, only can do’s, and each individual chooses for themselves. It is really from the experience of this most objective and global perspective and Review of one’s experiences of being themselves in an arena like Mother Earth or other orbs of the physical realm of Earthplane, that one is able to realize true Understanding, and that is the when that real growth occurs.
If at some point, immediate or later, one chooses to venture outside of the Essential Will of the Creator again, the process will begin by the individual making a new plan and different counselors and guides will provide support just as in the last one. This is to imply that no Spirit of a being or thing ever incarnates alone, again because of the brilliant design of self support in this process originated by Great Pop. Also of note is that because of ones Free Will, which is an ever present component of either the physical Structure or the Structure of one’s True Spirit, any plan can be amended at any point, at any time, as there are no limits or absolutes. It is given for me to also mention that in one’s personal plan, one chooses all of the conditions of their birth and incarnation including the time and method of exit or termination which can be and most often is amended as obviously, my current one has often been. Each individual incarnates with foreknowledge of certain potential such as early abuse and such and this includes the manifesting of certain biological developments sometimes referred to as handicaps or deformities. This is also to say that one chooses one’s parents and older siblings and culture. Even the ability to operate as support to another Being’s incarnation as a guide or in the physical form is but another one of the masterful products of such a wonderful and Loving Creator and for all of it, I do so very much Thank You, Great Pop.
Great Pop has had me live, so to speak, each of the words and events of all of the books that He has had me produce including this material. Thereby, this material includes a record of both the Spiritual and physical Odyssey of this portion of my life. For approximately the last ten years I have lived predominately a missionary type of life style and thereby basically from donations and am sincerely appreciative of all of the support that I have received from so many beautiful and sharing people and I sincerely Thank each and every one. In actuality, it has been real scary and “Not always so easy” at most times as it is at the present for me. Without the periodic support of many beautiful Human Beings in providing donations or work for me to do, I would have died of starvation or freezing a long time ago and for all of these and others and Great Pop, I am ever most Thankful. However, the rent Now is several weeks past due and Now I also have child support and a dwi fine to pay. I have some more work to do maybe at Whale sisters family’s house or for Fox sister in Southern Pines, but Now, at this moment on 7-7-2000, I am only short the rent due on the fifteenth of June. Of course I also have all of July’s stuff to cover and on, and on, and on…
A friend whom I call Eagle sister took one of my resumes to her work place in Raleigh to see if they might hire me and Fox sister has offered a possible job situation in a few months working for her and raising plant Spirits in Southern Pines. Both of these “Potential” would probably require my relocation as well. However, like the getting of this material to be published some day, somehow, these “Potential” are at this point Now, only some more question marks. I have always tried to be responsible and the catch up child support payments that I am and would be most happy to pay if I had more income, have put me in a real tight bind. This is especially true since I was barely making it before that and the dwi thing happened in the last volume. I have been living at my current location in High Point for over two years Now. Each month, I do not know if I will be able to pay for the next as far as telephone, lights, and rent, much less food. Yet, somehow Great Pop has continued to provide for me to continue through these beautiful angels and in this I am most Thankful. I have a big blue pony of an automobile that has been working well and in that I am Thankful also. Of course the people in Control, want a lot of money for me to be able to drive it again when my license is reinstated in October, if I can pay it. I have two grown children named Heath and Jackie that I have not seen or heard from in over a decade and to them I send my Love, wherever they might be.
I have a young son also, named Nolayte, whom was just an infant when this material began and is Now over four years of age. Nolayte’s mother left me when he was only a few weeks old and since then she has moved around a lot. I miss my older children very much as well. However, when I had not heard from them in over seven years after they were grown, how about that number, I had to move on with my own life. What I am referring to here about not hearing from, means that I have not had not a clue as to where they were living, or what they were doing except by using some of my special “Abilities”. I had personally stayed in the same place where they could find me when they needed or desired to. I am sure each has their own reasons, and I respect their individual choices. I still miss them though and continue to Pray for their wellbeing and joy. There is not a day that goes by that I do not long to be with Nolayte and for the second chance of being in and with the Family that I thought that I had and would share with him and his mother. Before doing our Conception ceremony and deciding to call a baby forth into our lives, I had told Nolayte’s mother about my position and commitment in the lifestyle that she chose to live with me. I also shared with her my feelings and experience of not getting to raise my other two children because of a divorce. I told her how much I never wanted to go through that and the child support and not being in their daily lives again. She told me reassuringly that things would be different us. I can only say that she did not tell the truth that day! All of this seems to speak of some old plans for the Future in some way doesn’t it? I guess that is why Great Pop is having me include it at this point. I still Love Nolayte’s mother, and I always will. I have not seen nor talked to Nolayte since before Christmas of 1999. Of course my transportation situation does not help in this concern at all. Prayerfully things will improve after October which is Now only a few months away.
I have not had the resources to send all of the back child support yet, but I am doing as best as I can. Of course the people in Control will throw me in the “Pokey” if I do not, but that is not why I am paying it. This is an issue between Nolayte’s mother and myself. I am not trying to escape my responsibility as one might imagine. However, I am Now and have been for a long time, barely existing as it is at this point in my life. Nolayte’s mother knew that this was my lifestyle when we met. What I truly Pray for and desire is what pleases Great Pop and is best for Nolayte. I talk to Great Pop daily about these issues daily and He says it will all work out A-OK. So I simply struggle with my Bark on tree a little more and go as guided by Him. My response to all important choices or conditions of dilemma is to do a Medicine Wheel ceremony and get support and guidance from Great Pop and the All and then simply do as guided by Him that way. Of course that is why my condition is as it is, but I know of no better way to choose when one commits one’s Life to Great Pop than to put Him, and not someone else in charge, even that of myself. Somehow, I may never know the answers to the many questions that I have about what happened to my dream of Family with Nolayte and his mom. As this material is about the Future, it seems important to include this condition of myself at this point in it. Or, so much for putting all of my business on the street as some say.
It almost seems like a lifetime ago when I began this material. I was living in the little cottage in Winston-Salem North Carolina that I so loved on that swamp. I was more in Nolayte’s Life back then, even though he was still an infant and had yet to speak his first spoken word to me or walk. In volume one, I got to experience as well as know and Understand exactly how it was for Great Pop to be and become Himself. I got to experience as well as know not only the way of it, but also the Why of it, which seems even more special as well as important to me. “Not always so easy” has been Great Pop’s experience as well as my own and in that Understanding I feel most blessed as well as thankful. In volume one, I got to learn how not only Great Pop came to be, but also how He developed the All that is, and again not only the way and how of that, but also the when and the Why. Understanding, which to me is much more valuable and sacred than knowledge, has fed me well in this Odyssey of Origins. While I feel most blessed and satiated, I still hunger for more which I am told is also a part of Being Human.
In volumes one and two, I got to experience as well as Understand the full condition and Medicine of how Life began and not only on Mother Earth, but in all of the arenas that Great Pop has made. I got to feel and experience what it feels like to be a Water Spirit in the Water Place as well as return to the Alone place for Beings and revisit the Mechanical place. In volume two, I got to see Spirit when he was a dinosaur instead of my big honey of a kitty cat and from him, I also have learned much and increased my Understanding of what it is to be in Life. Throughout the Odyssey of this material and work, I not only got to share in the adventure and experience of many monumental events and developments in progress, but I also got the blessing of further Understanding and insight from Great Pop, which I will ever be most grateful in every way and sense. In volume two, I learned that Life is indeed a doing thing and that Great Pop has almost continually outdone Himself, if that is possible, in ensuring the continuum of it for each and every Potential that was and will ever be made. One can not embrace this material and Odyssey of Origins without having an increased awareness and respect for what all Great Pop has done and gone through so as to make the simplest of a thing available for us to see and share. From the experience and Understanding available in Origins, one can only embrace a more profound sense of respect for the beauty, perfection, and sacredness of all that Great Pop is, has done and has Created, even including my Bark on tree, Ha, Ha, Ha! Always, Great Pop in His brilliance has Created conditions whereby all win from any situation that He has developed and in this, I am most in awe and respect. Volume two, ended with the dinosaurs being wiped out by the Overseers in a major Pole Shift event which was necessary to ensure in the continuation of life on Mother Earth. It seems ironic that volume three closes this very same way from the behavior of Beings, maybe some might realize the message in that. While the question of what caused the demise of the dinosaurs might be interesting to some people, I personally found the answer to the Why it was for animal Spirits to exist in that condition in the first place to be much more valuable and satisfying to me. In all of the volumes of Origins, I learned that even Great Pop from time to time has made some Oops, but never a mistake! In the experiences of the Odyssey of Origins and in volume one especially, I got to better Understand Great Pop in most every sense and way. This is not so much because of what He has done and gone through, but more because of His patiently sharing with me the Why as well as the How of it.
My experiences and Odyssey in Life as well as the material of volumes one and two did serve to prepare me for volume three in a way. But I do not know if anything really could totally prepare one for Being Human as it is a continuous learning process in a certain way. Volume three did serve to confirm many suspicions that I already had as far as Beings and being on Mother Earth and gave further Understanding to the many experiences that I already had. In my Native American ancestry and way, to be called a Human Being is a very high compliment as relates to ones heart and character. I also must admit that I had to oftentimes fight with my Bark on tree throughout the writing of this material in anxiety as to how what is presented herein might be received, especially by the scientific types and such. But Now that it is complete to this point, I no longer have any concern about that as I am sure that it is real, and that it really happened that way. I guess that is a part of Being Human and in this prevalent culture and society as well.
I have oftentimes mentioned to others that one only enters and exits the experience of Being Human alone. I also mention that in reality, one is never alone in a sojourn on Mother Earth as we all have Spirit helpers or guides. We also are ever connected to Great Pop by the golden thread learned about in Volume one, and now I Understand the Why it is that way. I have oftentimes also mentioned that some of our best awareness and realizations are developed alone in Prayer and Meditation with Great Pop and the Spirit realm because in doing so, we have much less influence from our Bark on tree and can see with better clarity of perspective. All of my life I have been interactively communicating and operating in the Spirit realm, and this I better understand is a part of the reality of Being Human as well. All my life I have been able to communicate with trees, plants, and animals as well, and this I better realize is where all of the patterns of behavior exist for us to choose to express ourselves with in Being Human on Mother Earth. In Being Human, I am also sure that certain religious factions might also raise an eyebrow or two over the contents herein. But I am not here to serve two masters, only Great Pop. I do pray that any and all that become in touch with this material, in some or every way receive the same peace of Understanding that it has given me.
The Odyssey of my life at this point is pretty much the same as this material in the sense that a certain part of it is complete, yet the door is open for many new opportunities and experiences as well. I do not know if, how, or when I will be a part of Nolayte’s Life or if I will have any more contact with my other two children. I really do not know how I will continue to live in this culture or where. I do know that Whale sister has some work for me to do as well as Fox sister and some others and in their love, care and support, I am most blessed and thankful. I am also most blessed and thankful for all of the other people that have helped me experience Being Human and in Life on Mother Earth in some fashion or way. Throughout this material, Great Pop has continually outdone even Himself in answering many more questions than I ever would have thought of to ask or dared to wish to know about. And He has done all of this in a way that was most comfortable to me and in this, Great Pop and for You, I am most thankful. I am also thankful for my friends and family and that Nolayte’s mother chose me to be her husband, even though not for as long as I thought it would be or I desired. I may not always be happy with what Nolayte’s mom has done or might do, but I will always Love her, and that is definitely what Being Human is about to me. I will always Love any and all that desire such from me in a way that is comfortable to both, and that is what volume three has taught me the most about myself. To be in the way of Love Proper, which is The Gift of One’s Care For The Wellbeing, Balance, and Fulfillment of Another Being or Thing Of HIS Creation, is to experience Being Human in the best of ways. Unfortunately, it seems that the prevalent culture does not value some of these things in the desire for individual assertion and competition.
So as we Begin this New volume four, that is my current status as to my living conditions and lifestyle as well as some of the background necessary for us to venture forward into the Unknown, or is it the Future, Ha, Ha, Ha? I have always had trouble with the idea of man coming from a monkey like some scientists say and in volume three I got a better Understanding as to the real Way that the Human form of Being came to be on Mother Earth. Of course volume three also confirmed my suspicion that I have had since childhood that Great Pop never Originally intended for Beings to be on Mother Earth at all. Yep, if you ever want to see and alien Bodyform, just look in the mirror some day, Ha, Ha, Ha. All joking aside though, the Human Bodyform is really remarkable in its design in every way. I have always known that there were other world experiences for Beings to experience since I can remember anything at all. In some of my out of Body journeying, I have visited many if not all of them, maybe. Of course Great Pop is always at the drawing board so to speak, so I can not say anything about that possibility Now for sure.
It seems kind of funny also that I am beginning this material about the Future by talking about the past. Yep, the Future can be pretty scary stuff at times, especially since we have Bark on tree and its associated Essence of Fear. For those not familiar with the other material, as Great Pop has explained these concepts and this Understanding to me, an Essence is unlimited in its shape form or utility. Essences are pretty much like air, smoke, or the water in the ocean, if you take out as much as you can, there will always be plenty more. This is one of the Medicines of Esssences, which is that they are self perpetuating. In volume one, we learned from Great Pop that all things began by The Law of One segmenting a part of itself into the five Founding Essences of Desire, Feeling, Onement, Balance, and the ThunderBeing of Change. Any and all things that are, are because of The Law of One and from it, these and all other Essences are made. So when Great Pop, as the Group Consciousness of these five Founding Essences, wished to express Himself Originally, the first Operative was then made. Of course in volume one we learned that the reason that Great Pop as the Group Consciousness of Medicine had expressed that Desire, was for the motive of ensuring the Future, way back then. Also we learned that Operatives are like hoses that one can use direct the flow of Essences through. While this might seem simple or complicated, it is only important in this Understanding to know that it is, and that it works that way.
When Great Pop designed the personal Structure for Spirits to outwardly express themselves with, including ourselves, He created a subordinate or limited form of an Essence called Fear. When I asked Him Why He created Fear, Great Pop told me it was made so as to be used to motivate and protect the physical form. He also told me that He made it with a composition that has a time limit. He also has shown me on more than one occasion how, like one’s Ego or as I call it, one’s Bark on tree, this minor or subordinate Essence is left behind with the cocoon of one’s physical body on one’s exit and return to His Essential Will. Great Pop has always told me how everything that is, has and is Medicine. The previous volumes of Origins helped me better Understand the How and Why that this is real. Of course everything that is, is a composition of Essences as well. In fact it is the unique blend or mix of Essences that is the unique composition that is the Spirit and Consciousness of any and all things, including ourselves and the paint on the door. Also, any and all things that are, have at least some of each of the five Founding Essences in their makeup as well. So whatever is, has Desire, Feeling, Onement, Balance, and Change inherent in it. So what happened to the ThunderBeing? He died!
Yep, in the Original event of Great Pop as the Group Consciousness of Medicine choosing to express Himself, The ThunderBeing of Change chose to die for Him to do it. The ThunderBeing of Change saw and felt at that time that this was necessary for there to be an outside. What one can consider to be New had been Originated when the Law of One segmented itself. Great Pop as The Group Consciousness of Medicine knew that at some point the five Founding Essences, whom could move around within it and thereby express themselves that way, would ultimately have experienced all of the possible positions and expressions of themselves and no longer would desire to do such. In this case and event, there would ultimately no longer be anything New and therefore there would exist true and real death, not like an exit from a sojourn which is simply returning home for a while. Great Pop realized at this very early point in Origins that New had been Originated and that was what was being constantly sought and experienced inside the Group Consciousness of Medicine which would later become also known as Himself. He also realized that when New was no longer available, it was all pretty much over, and therefore real death would occur within in the sense that all that would exist, would become in a state of static or Was. In reality, at this point and time there existed a Past which was the Original condition of the Is before the segmentation by The Law of One and was Originated by the event of it, but there was no Was or death, yet. This was the real motive for Great Pop as The Group Consciousness of Medicine’s desire to express itself. So, The ThunderBeing of Change died in this condition and event so as to separate himself into two parts, being that of The ThunderBeing outside of the Group Consciousness of Medicine with the Essence of Change remaining inside. From this Beginning event, a continuum of New was ensured and therefore also the Future really Began and this action and event was the actual Origin of it!