Choking
Cecilia Kavanagh
Choking
Copyright © 2010 by Cecilia Kavanagh
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Illustration: Copyright © 2010 by Cecilia Kavanagh
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Cover design by Cecilia Kavanagh
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I wish I could tell you I'm at peace with our split. I wish I didn't cry when I think about how you walked away. That's what you did you know. You walked away right when I realized I was completely in love with you. You walked away without even caring. Oh sure, you said all the usual bull; you were sorry, it wasn't anything I had done or done wrong, and most of all, you would always love me. Like I said, it was crap.
To be sorry is to regret an action or something you said. If you were sorry, you wouldn't have done it. End of story—but then again, it's not. I'm still hurting. I can't let myself trust anyone like I trusted you. I can't even come close to loving someone the way I loved you...the way I love you. I've tried, believe me, I've tried. You know, it would be easier for me if you felt the same way I did, or even if you obviously didn't.